sixgallery

Long time no post.

So I've been starving my way through life back in the East Bay (Martinez) since I left Reno some months ago. Seems like fucking forever since I left. I fucking hate it here and every single day I wish I could go back to Reno. Not that I miss the town, because it sucks. But I miss the people. People i may add that i have done a shitty job of staying in contact with. Unintentional though it may be, it doesn'y excuse the fact that i have now gone months without a word to any of them.

I think I'm having trouble coming to grips with the fact that I'm about to be a father. I'm excited, don't get me wrong. But it's just all too much reality to process I think. I love the woman i am with more than anything, and she and I have finally come to a mutual happiness with our relationship. But she's hell bent on staying here. And that puts me in a position of feeling like I'm stuck. I don't like feeling trapped and that is precisely what i am dealing with right now.

Going to Reno for a few days over Thanksgiving. I'll have to hit everyone up and go get drunk or something. I haven't had a drink since I left Reno and it's beginning to kill me.

I miss those crazy kids...

SG