So Jon & I drove all the way back to Texas... LONG ass drive. We're both exhausted...and I'm homesick for some reason... Plus, I left my favorite body pillow somewhere in LA at a Best Western!
Grr. I can't stop having anxiety attacks-I think maybe I'm either Adavan dependent (I used to take it just for sleep... now I'm on it every 4 hours.) or I need to go see a doctor because I think anxiety is a side effect of Strattera as well.. Oh, and I am taking a class called "meat science" this semester... ew. I read through the meat science book. One word. Scary. Requirements listed for the course are:
Ante-mortem care and handling of livestock... ie not feeding them to make organ removal easier...ew. Slaughter,... etc I'll spare you most of the icky terms inserted here... like "sticking/bleeding" and "envisceration", Post-mortem care and handling of meats, proper cutting and or grinding of meats, proper equipment care & handling.
Ew. I dunno if I can do it. They go through instructions on how to lift LIVE lambs so you dont bruise their meat. Ew. I have a feeling I may have to think about switching out of this class... if I didn't need it to graduate in Animal Science, I would have switched out already. This 1 class has me rethinking my major. I can't... CAN'T kill anything... (I have a hard time killing bugs) or care for something that is going to be killed... I'm emotionally shaky enough right now without that. I don't think I'd ever forget it! Any advice/suggestions?
paulnikon:
Good luck with the class.