sivadelfuego

Sweetie, you need to give me that website. I'm apparently silly and can't find it.

Could be that it's two pm, I just woke up, and my fingers are cold and they aren't working properly and therefore I'm being lazy.

I love the early seasons of SNL.

I'm republican though. heh. I bet you'll never talk to me again. I vote how I feel, though, not by party.

Anyways I'm off.

always get that feeling. a certain pennsylvania girl especially represents that. when she came to visit and after initially meeting me saying "hi mom" declared "i'm turning pink!!!"
ok, well...i mean....it's just being naked on the internet. granted, these girls are somewhat unique but still....

thanks for your words. my itch will probably never be completely scratched...are we ever gonna get that coffee???


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happy turkey day.

Hey man thanks for understanding!!!

It seems the shy or ill-advised have such a hill to climb these days. Either way my music has been heard all around the fucking world and still feel empty. What is left for those who have the ability to feel?

At any rate I like what I hear and read and I cant wait to see it live let me know when I can.


... I Fling Poo!!

I would teach them to do anything they needed to do to get what they want and except the consequences.

My journal ranting is based a year long relation ship that I had, that ended sometime ago but was brought back to the moment of torture when I was listening to that song last night.

Its funny how real love never leaves a person, or the person you really loved never leaves you.


..Shiver me timbers

Oops!

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My ex boyfriend accidentally broke my vw bus cookie jar. I never used it...never put anything in it. It just brought me such joy to look at it. We swept up all the pieces and put them in a box. He told me that he would fix it. Course he never did. THe last time my father was here he found the pieces. When I came home last week I found the crackly, pieced together looking, cookie jar atop my fridge. It's kinda goofy lookin now...but what joy it gives me to know how hard my father worked to put it back together. He knew how much I loved it and in a way it was sorta representational of my piecing back together what I lost of myself for sooo long after the relationship ended.

That was a really long answer. WHoops.

The only thing I would really be worried about is when the other 6 are going to jump for it.

... I Fling Poo!! not tea cups.

Hey, don't disturb the children under the stairs!

i think you are right about that. people are drawn to something and that is the whole draw for me almost as well. figuring out what they found so compelling. i dunno. i guess i am just now delving into my thoughts about it. at first i just did it because i wanted to, not thinking about other people at all. however i have had a couple of people sort've stalk me through my journals. not the coolest feeling but i think that if i am going to put it out there i have to expect that. part of the hazards of the job.

how do you like this snow??

Yes I'm housesitting in Manhattan..in a high rise co-op...on 5th ave and 8th street...my stint is actually done today. I live in the northwestern tip of manhattan in a condo. You're more than welcome to come visit. It's a great city.

I don't think I've ever had sex with someone that I hated. I've had sex with several people that I haven't been that attracted to...like I'll see them now and think to myself god...how gross. There was this one guy that I dated...when my sister first met him she said, "Girl, he's a DOG" In retrospect I feel nasty for fucking him. I don't remember the sex being that great either. I feel like a bitch for talking bad about him...he's a good guy.

It's cold out today. Is it cold there?

I dont think I have ever slept with someone I hated. I have slept with people and ended up hating them afterwards but never beforehand. I dont think I could do that.

Anyway, I sent in my set yes! But who knows if it will get accepted or not...guess we'll see!

But thanks for the vote of confidence!

I'm sorry to hear about your grandpa. My grandmother passed away a few weeks ago. I think she's running around naked some where with her accordion in the hills of PA.

I'm sorry hun.....if you need to talk you know where to find me. I hope you are alright.

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Wicked costume, it really looks like you put a lot of work into it! I did a photo shoot in drag once, it was SO much fun. Unfortunately I don't have any pics of myself scaned or anything (I don't have a scanner) , i wish I could show you. Basically, it was frigid cold out, and I walked around dressed as a cowboy with my dog, but it was sunny, so it appeared to be summer in the pics. They were B&W. I can't believe how much I can look like the opposite sex with some shoulder pads and a lot of makeup. Never thought about trying it for halloween, I guess I end up thinking of the stereotypical sexy girl costumes. Maybe next year I'll be a sailor ; P

yeah, I hear that on the depression. It's though, just try to think of the peopl who did work out.

jesus christ...