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I'm bored.

I had to go away to cowtown (Stockton, CA) for a few days and help my brother with some things. There is absolutely nothing to do in that little town and I don't understand how I made it for 5+ years living there. I met up with my friend George and his girl and we went to karaoke a few times. His girlfriend is SO much fun! We would dance while everyone else sang, and then film one an other when it was our turns. We did a duet of Like A Virgin that was tooooo much fun!

I hooked up with an old flame for old time's sake. It was nice. Really sweet. All the touching and sweet nothings. Just like before. I think I'll always have a warm spot in my crotch for him.

I spent some time with my sister and her husband. Just being in their apartment and watching them interact reminded me of the time when I was engaged and had a live-in. How I was so close to staying in Stockton and just being with him. Was I ever really happy and content with that? I think not. I always want it more. I'll probably die of my need for excess. Instant gratification. More more moremoremore!!

Today I'm back in San Francisco finishing up packing. There are a few things I have to wrap up for my brother here, then I have to go back to Stockton, get my brother and a car, head back here get my stuff, do some shopping, then to L.A.!

I think the best thing to do with Tiger is kennel him for a couple weeks until we get settled in L.A., then I'll have to come back and fly him out. I miss him so much when I don't get to see him. All I could think about was him when I was away in Stockton. I wished I could call and talk to him, ask him if he was okay. But, he's a cat. I would nearly cry myself to sleep. He's my little boy and I can't stand being away from him!

Okay, well. Time to go do something....