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I always feel like a bit of a dwarf for a bit when stepping out of my 7 inch heels after four hours of crotch dancing.

But, it feels so sexy to be in high heels! The other night before going on stage I had just finished putting makeup, undressing and stepping into my heels when I looked in the mirror, fluffed my locs and pouted to myself and said, "Wow! Is my head visibly swelling? Because I totally feel so HOT right now!!!"

I went by my extra ex's place on my way home from work around 3:30 a.m. Saw his light on and tapped on his window. No answer... probably just as well. I found myself missing him... I don't know what I was expecting. We were friends and I was missing that. That's why I don't do relationships... they ruin friendships. I miss how we could sit up half the night together doing nothing. Watching a movie.. playing video games, drinking beer and making each other laugh. Ah.. well. That only works for alittle while. And only with the boys that I only see sometimes.

I'll be spending the holiday with some of the other Lusty Ladies. I work tomorrow night, and some of the other ladies are bringing food. I got convinced to make stuffing - not from a box! Should be interesting. Hrmmm... I'm very concerned that it might become soggy. I haven't gotten to cook for awhile.

Anyhoo, I'm off to meet up with rasterbate for drinks and dinner. I'm looking forward to it. I haven't seen him for awhile.


(this is a turkey. It says ::gobble:: not "bok")