sita

in the silence of your room
in the darkness of your dreams
you must only think of me
there can be no in-betweens
when your pride is on the floor
i'll make you beg for more

~ Shakespear's Sister

Yum! I just got done eating pork chops and hot sauce! Mmmm... my mouth is still burny.

Though, I have set a rule for myself after today. NO jalepenos on weeknights. I was in and out of the bathroom at work all morning with the worst tummyache from the jalepenos last night. Those things fuck me up, and I know it! But I looooooooove them!!

Now I'm relaxing with a glass of wine and a smoke. I hate drinking wine by myself. Makes me horny. The boy I love to love is gone away, so I guess I have to play alone.

I finally got to do laundry today. Ugh. There was this weird dirty guy smoking cigarettes in the laundry mat. I totally thought if I left he was gonna steal my clothes. I don't know why he would want them... but it creeped me out. Just me and some dirty guy staring at each other. I swear, it looked like he'd rolled around in soot.

It's so early. I feel like napping. I wanted to go out to a jazz club tonight, but I think I will have a bath and some Tori Amos. Then, maybe some ice cream!