hello,
Its been a while, thank you for those of you that wished me well!!!
Well....it went ok the doctor said my eye was now A-symptomatic but a little blepheritis remains but its managable, so i'm pleased.....As many of you know this is the first time in over a year it hasn't been constantly watering!!!!!!! yay!!!
Although I was nearly sick in the appointment, she wanted to make sure that the tear duct was clear by flushing it through....well she put the anesthetic drops in my eye and continued to produce a big fucking NEEDLE...fuck no. I had to hold down the contents of stomach and explained I wasn't comfortable with what she was about to do....thankfully she was ok and said I didn't have to do anything and that my eye had reacted well to the drops and behaved in a way which would suggest that the tear duct was working well.....so needle in the eye for me fuck that....seriously......i'm ok with injections and blood tests but one of my biggest fears is toture involving my eyes
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Anyways enough of that....works going ok....although I the heat has corrupted my ability for my mind to work....mistakes a-go-go! thank god adriproofs my work...am plucking up the courage to ask for a pay rise...scarey shit as I don't wanna come off as cheeky or too cocky, I just think i've improved considerably over the past few months...so yeah more money would be nice.
Everythings going well with the psychologist have been facing a fair few demons, which has been so much harder than I imagined. But its been a relief to finally talk about things i've not been able to before...so things aok there still crazy tho
Last week went back home to Cambridge, it was one of my best mates leaving do's. she, or Claire rather is going away for 8 months travelling the globe....saturday was wicked loads of us out , much alchol was consumed and we headed back to another mates house in the middle of nowhere to continue the party went back sunday morning afterfull ateary departure and chilled a the parents home....god i miss that place.....so much bigger.....near palatial in my eyes compared to my skanky tiny flat...oh welll i'm going on abit too much.....
Take care now xx
Its been a while, thank you for those of you that wished me well!!!
Well....it went ok the doctor said my eye was now A-symptomatic but a little blepheritis remains but its managable, so i'm pleased.....As many of you know this is the first time in over a year it hasn't been constantly watering!!!!!!! yay!!!
Although I was nearly sick in the appointment, she wanted to make sure that the tear duct was clear by flushing it through....well she put the anesthetic drops in my eye and continued to produce a big fucking NEEDLE...fuck no. I had to hold down the contents of stomach and explained I wasn't comfortable with what she was about to do....thankfully she was ok and said I didn't have to do anything and that my eye had reacted well to the drops and behaved in a way which would suggest that the tear duct was working well.....so needle in the eye for me fuck that....seriously......i'm ok with injections and blood tests but one of my biggest fears is toture involving my eyes
..
Anyways enough of that....works going ok....although I the heat has corrupted my ability for my mind to work....mistakes a-go-go! thank god adriproofs my work...am plucking up the courage to ask for a pay rise...scarey shit as I don't wanna come off as cheeky or too cocky, I just think i've improved considerably over the past few months...so yeah more money would be nice.
Everythings going well with the psychologist have been facing a fair few demons, which has been so much harder than I imagined. But its been a relief to finally talk about things i've not been able to before...so things aok there still crazy tho
Last week went back home to Cambridge, it was one of my best mates leaving do's. she, or Claire rather is going away for 8 months travelling the globe....saturday was wicked loads of us out , much alchol was consumed and we headed back to another mates house in the middle of nowhere to continue the party went back sunday morning afterfull ateary departure and chilled a the parents home....god i miss that place.....so much bigger.....near palatial in my eyes compared to my skanky tiny flat...oh welll i'm going on abit too much.....
Take care now xx
yeah, dont get me started on ebay, holy shit, the other day i went on just to check there was nothing outstanding... oi was on there for 3 hours?!?!?!
i need help