again it has been ages......I seem to start every entry with that...god i'm getting so predictable!!!
so what is new....?
Well works going fine and the world of online gambling is treating me ok, although they still aren't paying me enough....i've started to contemplate actually gambling to feed my meger wage, however I know this would be bad and only end in tears - I KNOW this because I played poker for "research" at work once......an hour and a half later I was still there feverishly clicking away. Its dangerous!! dangerous I tell you! Also a few weeks ago we all had a break and played poker at a rival casino and we're winning and we were all round the computor screaming, losing ourselves to the games becoming the very people we hate!!!! We left that day feeling dirty and exposed.....shameful he he heh eh oh well nevermind!
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is looking actually ok and has been for a while and no weeping either!! yipppeeee!!!!
But still going to morefields next, next monday - get it checked out, I'm getting familliar with the hospital now and recognising staff, hanging out with all the other people with eye injuries...oh happy days!
The head doc is cool as well, shes this sweet little japanese lady called hitomi
I feel progress has been made, the last session was incredibly difficult, but I felt really refreshed afterwards, like a weight I never knew was thier was lifted. ...I have much to ponder!
Went out friday, ballroom, had a wicked night. shit loads of people out, shit loads of vodka and dancing like a twat!!!
Excellent,
although was witness to a rather distressing sight!! the regular 50 year old freak on a leach with his dodgy layered bob in a passionate embrace with a very young girl
when they finally came up for air she looked so fucked and then she kept going to kiss him and then she pulled down her top....! I couldn't stop pissing myslef as this dude goes round every week with a lead on asking people to lead him around or asking ladies to walk on his back and this week he actually found a willing victim, actaully i'm not sure if she was so willing , just really pissed! I don't usually care about people getting nasty on the dancefloor but i'm really not sure if this guy actually has any teeth...I shit you not!
Well the end of the evening was spent trying to split up a fight between my mates and a random guy outside a kabab shop! This guy kept asking my mate for a ciggy and wouldn't take no for an answer and things got heated but his mate was trying to protect him , well to cut a long story short we were leaving and we turned round to witness this guy arguing with his friend saying he didn't appreciate his help only for his mate to fucking lose it a bust him in the face a few times and then scurry off at which point my mate thought they should finish the job.....oh dear all out of five of us three of us went home covered in blood!! not good! - don't get me wrong it was one on one but the other two were trying to split it up.... fucks sake can't take them anywhere.....
The evening was then capped off by another guy coming up and chatting shit then asking for a ciggy- I couldn't help but laugh.....It felt like de ja vu and I mean what posessed him to ask a group of people covered in blood for a ciggy? well the guy stayed chatting only to mention in mid sentance and point out that I had large boobs......why????? his actual word's were " WOW shes got massive tits" in his bizarre blend of birmingam and essex and pissed....This has become somewhat of a common occurance, only the other day some guys on mopeds sung a rap to me about my tits at the traffic lights!!! WHY!!! Its not like I walk around with them on display ot wearing lowcut tops , I think what pisses me off most is that I can never think of a witty comment till after they've gone!!! damn it!
Anyway this has turned into an essay so enough is enough! - oh but I have to tell you to buy the new fantomas album!!!!! do it!
take care xx
so what is new....?
Well works going fine and the world of online gambling is treating me ok, although they still aren't paying me enough....i've started to contemplate actually gambling to feed my meger wage, however I know this would be bad and only end in tears - I KNOW this because I played poker for "research" at work once......an hour and a half later I was still there feverishly clicking away. Its dangerous!! dangerous I tell you! Also a few weeks ago we all had a break and played poker at a rival casino and we're winning and we were all round the computor screaming, losing ourselves to the games becoming the very people we hate!!!! We left that day feeling dirty and exposed.....shameful he he heh eh oh well nevermind!
the
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The head doc is cool as well, shes this sweet little japanese lady called hitomi
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Went out friday, ballroom, had a wicked night. shit loads of people out, shit loads of vodka and dancing like a twat!!!
Excellent,
although was witness to a rather distressing sight!! the regular 50 year old freak on a leach with his dodgy layered bob in a passionate embrace with a very young girl
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Well the end of the evening was spent trying to split up a fight between my mates and a random guy outside a kabab shop! This guy kept asking my mate for a ciggy and wouldn't take no for an answer and things got heated but his mate was trying to protect him , well to cut a long story short we were leaving and we turned round to witness this guy arguing with his friend saying he didn't appreciate his help only for his mate to fucking lose it a bust him in the face a few times and then scurry off at which point my mate thought they should finish the job.....oh dear all out of five of us three of us went home covered in blood!! not good! - don't get me wrong it was one on one but the other two were trying to split it up.... fucks sake can't take them anywhere.....
The evening was then capped off by another guy coming up and chatting shit then asking for a ciggy- I couldn't help but laugh.....It felt like de ja vu and I mean what posessed him to ask a group of people covered in blood for a ciggy? well the guy stayed chatting only to mention in mid sentance and point out that I had large boobs......why????? his actual word's were " WOW shes got massive tits" in his bizarre blend of birmingam and essex and pissed....This has become somewhat of a common occurance, only the other day some guys on mopeds sung a rap to me about my tits at the traffic lights!!! WHY!!! Its not like I walk around with them on display ot wearing lowcut tops , I think what pisses me off most is that I can never think of a witty comment till after they've gone!!! damn it!
Anyway this has turned into an essay so enough is enough! - oh but I have to tell you to buy the new fantomas album!!!!! do it!
take care xx
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All is indeed good at the moment, although I am distressed by similar letchy freaks in Leeds. They seem to get more luck than I do.
Most worrying.