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sistervanian

Wigan, UK

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Friday Aug 12, 2005

Aug 12, 2005
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Now if there's a smile on my face
It's only there trying to fool the public
But when it comes down to fooling you
Now honey that's quite a different subject

But don't let my glad expression
Give you the wrong impression
Cos really I'm sad, Oh I'm sadder than sad
Well I'm hurt and I want you so bad
Like a clown I appear to be glad yeah

Well they're some sad things known to man
But ain't too much sadder than
The tears of a clown when there's noone around

Now if I appear to be carefree
It's only to camouflage my sadness
And honey to shield my pride I try
To cover this hurt with a show of gladness
But don't let my show convince you
That I've been happy since you
Cos I need to go, oh I need you so
Look I'm hurt and I want you to know
For others I put on a show ...

Just like Pagliacci did
I try to keep my surface hid
Smiling in the crowd I try
But in a lonely room I cry
The tears of a clown
When there's noone around
Now if there's a smile on my face
Don't let my glad expression
Give you the wrong impression
Don't let this smile I wear
Make you think that I don't care
Cos really I'm sad...

Yep, that's about how I feel today, it would be nice if I got a call, an email, something...

Anyway Here's the Gale/Brian of the day... God he's beautiful, just his eyes are almost therapy... But I still miss my man so bad it's not true, I thought the bad times in my life were over.... Maybe therapy today will help...

VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
kriss:
Hope you feel better soon. Remember our chat and get to feeling better for YOU...

kisses
KRISSwink
Aug 12, 2005
kriss:
oh have a wonderful time pampering yourself and enjoying being alive!

you are most welcome.

kisses
KRISSwink
Aug 13, 2005

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