Friday Oct 07, 2005

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*skips off into the sunset with my new love* Time to let this account die a natural death, this time for real. As my dear paroxysm put it, so long stinktown! Time to be reborn.
Here come the good times! Bye Folks! I should be completely greyed out and gone on the 26th.
*hugs to those I'll miss, it's been interesting*
Samantha Maria,
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eeek_the_kat:
Bye bye
jackie:
DONT GO!!!!!! frown
Good luck babe and have a great life. miss you already. kiss kiss kiss

Saturday Sep 17, 2005

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Change,
I see and feel the piercing in my mouth my lower lip in the centre, (my wedding ring to myself), and my old rings becomming more natural feeling and more a part of me every day. Healing as I do. Growing into me as I do. Once tarnished and forgotten silver rings now shine and sparkle with the use of an abandoned toothbrush. they...
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aj_paradiselost:
Does shit like this always seem to end badly? I can't claim to know these things since only one chick resented me, not because I treated her badly, she cried because when I left I had treated her so well, and for that she hated me though I still cared for her. Enough to see her as a piece of a puzzle that it is my life, just not enough to see her as a chunk of pavement on the path to my future. I can't feel guilt for that. I feel guilt for leaving her because I could see the future and for who I was and the direction I was set out upon there was no way that she could be included.........She told me I treated her like a queen and then cried for days. I didnt want to make her hate me, which she did, she just wasn't my destiny. Love that turns to animosity, I don't see how, I really don't..........L8er.......Aj
astarimpaled:
I lost myself in your post, it felt as I was reading a novel so deep it imersed me into it.

I don't have much to say. I am happy that you are seeing yourself more clearly as of late.

Sunday Sep 11, 2005

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Cancelled my account tonight. Too much uneeded drama. Havent got time for the pain. To all you on my friends list, Thanks, and farewell. I should be gone by midnight hopefully.
Samantha Maria
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mark_plus_beer:
frown
platypuz:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
whats a platypuz to do frown

Wednesday Sep 07, 2005

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One year ago today is the day my Baby Dog was born.
EdWood Scissorclaws.
He has grown into a beautiful, fun caring, compassionate, wonderful, funny, understanding, clean, young son/dog.
I could not be prouder of him.
So in a couple of weeks when I get paid he's getting the most badass spiked leather collar you've ever seen, now that he is full grown. And is...
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slamcage:
That puppy is too darn cute. It is a great coincidence for me that it was his birthday because I went to another dog's birthday party yesterday. He turned 2 and is a darling little rascal. He belongs to mmonroe who takes good care of her child too. smile
benci:
cute is the word. obviously. he's my mom's birthday buddy too. awww...
hope your feeling fabulous smile

Friday Sep 02, 2005

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Leaving the age of foolishness behind
I walk away
From an illusion of love
And a small world of fake predatory friends
They were never my friends
So I walk away
Better for it
Better than all of 'em
Back to my tribe
He says he never changed that I did
Now he says he's "himself" again
Riiight
What to do?
Pretend he never even...
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volks:
Free to live every day with purpose! How did it go?
frantic:
well thats how i see it, glad you agree!

Thursday Sep 01, 2005

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I'm becoming more defined
As days go by
Fading away
Well you might say
I'm gaining focus
Kinda drifting into the the person I was born to be
In terms of how I see myself
Rock and Roll Princess

Sometimes I think I can see right through myself
Sometimes I think I can see right through myself
I think sometimes I can see right through...
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rock_starry:
don't you love his songs they can be so healing sometimes!

i am glad to see that things are getting better for ya! just keeo your head up cause you never know if you do you might find mr right and that would piss of the other guy wink

Tuesday Aug 30, 2005

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So I'm soon to be an ex-wife, and go back to my beautiful Maiden name and I am now free. There are no community property laws in this state, so there will be no fighting over anything just a few papers,

Love Don't Live Here Anymore. He's trying to hurt me anyway he can. Because he hates the fact that I'm happy and much better...
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thebluelotus:
Woot, Good for you doll! <33
jah:
keep your head up

Saturday Aug 20, 2005

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benci:
your post in the thread was great. smile
peachass:
ok we're cool! smile
Im glad!


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Sunday Aug 14, 2005

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nothing to say
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dilative:
hmmm.....your new name makes me sad cause you feel that strongly about crap enough right now to reflect it in your name....i, sincerely, hope you are doing as well as possible.....methinks things have to get better, when ppl like us feel so badly right now...take care, hon, and enjoy what you can...
bettie1950:
Okay, I've been MIA, what the hell is going on over there? This is terible news, so terrible. And I thought my life was a mess. My internet connection at home has been down, I need to get it going so we can IM. I'll work on that tonight when I get home.
"My heart goes out to you." kiss

Saturday Aug 13, 2005

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Therapy was good for me yesterday, even though I ended up running back and forth across town twice, ack!
once for therapy and then all the way back to Ballard where I got a phone call that I had to go right back and get my "Shhh... Calm down, quiet your mind and all will be well" pills.

So his mates are throwing an event...
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newscreenname:
yay, i have a new friend and her name is sadgirl. =) hello, sadgirl!

Friday Aug 12, 2005

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Now if there's a smile on my face
It's only there trying to fool the public
But when it comes down to fooling you
Now honey that's quite a different subject

But don't let my glad expression
Give you the wrong impression
Cos really I'm sad, Oh I'm sadder than sad
Well I'm hurt and I want you so bad
Like a clown I appear...
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kriss:
Hope you feel better soon. Remember our chat and get to feeling better for YOU...

kisses
KRISSwink
kriss:
oh have a wonderful time pampering yourself and enjoying being alive!

you are most welcome.

kisses
KRISSwink

Thursday Aug 11, 2005

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So today I got my pink bike, I'm pretty sure my Husband in Absentia juno106 has the digicam and I'm a fool with the phone cam, and so it will be a bit before I upload pics of the fabulous thing. I also found out they extended the bike trail to about a block from where I live. Yay. I coasted all the way home...
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lamb:
frown ...did i understeand right? you are a beautiful couple..i hope the better for you.

kiss kiss
nellichaos:
more love to you!!!!!!! i am glad that things are on their way to being worked out and i certainly hope that you two are back in a wonderful place as soon as possible. the two of you are some of the sweetest peopel i have met on SG and i hate to know that you're both hurting...so again...love to you! kiss
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