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grr... dammit... i am fumbling... scattered... i was doin okay, talking to my ex... she remains my best friend, which can be really hard sometimes... it was going fine, good even, then her new woman showed up at her house unexpectedly... sometimes i feel like i'm begging for that kind of punishment...

parts of me believe that a new relationship would be poison for me...
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hypnogogic:
Thanks, i kinda like her, i think ill keep her.

Looks like im going through what you are going through, trying to be frinds with the ex. Problem is, it only works if i am not dating anyone else, she is very jealous and insecure
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Good luck with that smile
pixidust:
hey sweetie pie, thanks for saying hi, i have missed you so much has been going on....gRRRRR not good stuff too. i am also fiending for some more ink! i have some cool ideas just no money...makes me sad. take care and lots of kisses!!!!
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yay for class... it's a good one and i haven't even noticed anyone yet who annoys the shit out of me... productivity... have been reading lots of short fiction... have been turning off the fucking tv a lot more often... getting shit done... my only complaint right now is that i need to learn to have fun more often... i think i'm in a post-night...
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_gone_:
i concur .. split pea soup has been dangerous ever since the exorcist .. lol

hope your boo boo is better

~ Alien
hypnogogic:
this is a drive by HI smile
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ugh... i am a wreck...feel like i've been cut into pieces... between graveyard shifts and the emotional climeate at work, i don't know where i stand or what i'm doing with myself... have class tonight... the assignment i wrote was a little on the long side, but i like it... it feels complete... it was as short as i could make it without starting over......
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it's been a while since i posted, i realize... attended both of my new classes... i enjoy creative writing and having assignments is good for me and i'm caught up on homework for that class and i am proud of myself for that... school means more to me now than it used to so i plan on working harder than before... i can make grades...
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had my first creative writing class today... same teacher i had and really liked 3 years ago... he remembered me... he's just stabilized after a 2 year fight with a malignant brain tumor... that will make him the second teacher i've had who i loved and who also had a brain tumor... he seems to be doing okay right now... scarey though...

i have to...
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cricket:
whoa someone actually knows what im talking about!
i love those books
cricket:
its a childrens book!
its great tho it has a great messagesmile
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ugh... my work wants me to get adult foster care certified, and that's cool, but it involves watching approximately 8 hours or so of videos with boring people who aren't used to public speaking talk about how to take care of people with various types of mental and physical illnesses... they want me to have more versatility with my on-call abilities... they need to be...
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wolf_at_the_door:
I havn't had any real tornados, they come blowing through but I havn't seen one yet. I know what you mean about the beach I hate being so far away, that makes sad all the time.
click_here:
howdy.

i prefer original old school FF1 for NES...i still think that game is great.
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hmm... work work work... i am so tempted to sign up for dsl... dialup is pissing me off more and more these days... dunno how well my comp would handle it though...

i'll probably break down and get it within the next couple weeks... figure out a way... figure out exactly how much i would have to spend and exactly how to not feel guilty...
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wolf_at_the_door:
Oh yeah, and I know EXACTLY what you mean about that green glow wink
_gone_:
hey there smile

just checking in on ya .. how was your weekend?

its good to see that you are adding more friends to your list and being selective doing so wink

with the dsl situation ... check with the isp you are currently using they may give you a deal to upgrade your service .. dsl is pretty much the standard nowadays anyway .. with the advent of broadband hitting the scene the prices for dsl should be alot less than what it used to be .. as far as your pc being able to handle it .. if you have all of the latest drivers installed & if your box is fairly new [like not over 4 years old] it should be fine .. you may need to get a ethernet card but they usually come with the package .. as far as what kind of service you want the best would be unlimited .. in the long run its actually less expensive but thats totally up to you .. and you will see a huge difference in the way you connect and how fast pages load up so the time you save on that is a big plus & you can start dling stuff off the net for free .. ie: movies, music, games, etc.without a problem .. more on that that next time .. remind me and ill be glad to show you how .. step by step when you get your dsl [ one good software dl like adobe pp will make the change to dsl worth it since its a $500 title !! ]

take care babe luv ya much

~ Alien
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priced textbooks today... then came home and priced them online... it looks like the campus bookstore is the best deal, even without shipping... i'm excited... i'm such a sucker for books...

i should hide my tv for a week, hehe... dammit... i'de be forced to get something done besides immersion in movies and visions made by others... oy vey... i frustrate myself, but i am...
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pixidust:
hey sweetie pie,

could you send me some virtual sleep, you hugs are so amazing i think your sleep might put me in a coma... i really need that. <3
_gone_:
cool .. your pretty funny with the odd comments that you make .. i luv that about you .. dont ever change .. or ill hunt you down & beat you with a smelly halibut smile

you shouldnt have to stop and think about what you want to say to me .. or think of something clever .. its all good .. & besides youre naturally witty .. i think its in your genes or in the pair you happen to have on wink

luv ya babe .. get some sleep .. im about to do the same as soon as i fin commenting in friends' journals .. long day ahead of me tomorrow

~ Alien

[Edited on Sep 16, 2004 11:10PM]
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i have worked a lot lately... haven't felt awake at all the past two days... i've been watching too many movies to actually appreciate any of them... i still dunno what to do with myself... i should write and read... should is a popular word with me... spoke with my ex today... she continues to be my best friend... we know each other so well......
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_gone_:
one day @ a time babe ... itll get better every day .. like getting over an addiction

movies and books are a great distraction while youre in that funk

its good that you still talk to her & you still consider her your best friend .... but doesnt that just makes it so much harder to get over everything ... & to move on?

~ Alien
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look at me... a day off and i have no idea what to fuckin do with it... goin to portland tomorrow to buy lots of books... hopefully... at least shop for them... fondle them and smell them tongue ... i could continue cleaning house like i started last night... catching up on dishes and shit... put away clothes... get rid of a month's worth of junk...
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pixidust:
hey guess what were both hot sexy ladies with glasses !!!! rock n roll!!!! kiss
joblue:
hey...cute dog, and cute Sissy too...I like your fav sexual position. biggrin