sissy

geez, it's been a long time since i updated this page... almost a month... lately when i've come here i've gone straight to the photosets ... i have actually been talking to people i'm interested in and i'm very close to going on my first real "date" date ever... no pressure though ... hehe... crazy... i'm excited and stuff... i just had to get past lots of personal shit... aaaaagh!!! ah well... i'm not so conflicted now... i know what i want at this moment and i'm going after it... not worrying about the "forever" i have always been so goddamn hung up on...

wish me luck... i know not what the hell i'm doing, but goddammit i'm doing it... ...