dammit... i am adult foster care certified now... i will be learning to work a new place now... i'm happy where i am if i keep getting hours... i feel like they're pushing me... grr...
anyways... i've been having very long email heart-to-hearts with my ex... i dunno where this is leading, or whether it'll be good for me... but who's to say? all i can do is make up my life as i go along, right? i'm not a sage... i'm not some stereotype... or archetype... i'm a human being... i'm allowed to have flaws...
blah blah blah... sorta sound like i'm convincing myself, eh? i'm very afraid to let anyone into my little world... sometimes i feel like referring to myself as damaged goods... but who isn't?
i'm reading girl, interrupted... i've run across a whole shitload of movie books and bought them for 25 cents apiece... most of them are fairly short... i'll get through them in no time if i keep the tv turned off
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anyways... i've been having very long email heart-to-hearts with my ex... i dunno where this is leading, or whether it'll be good for me... but who's to say? all i can do is make up my life as i go along, right? i'm not a sage... i'm not some stereotype... or archetype... i'm a human being... i'm allowed to have flaws...
blah blah blah... sorta sound like i'm convincing myself, eh? i'm very afraid to let anyone into my little world... sometimes i feel like referring to myself as damaged goods... but who isn't?
i'm reading girl, interrupted... i've run across a whole shitload of movie books and bought them for 25 cents apiece... most of them are fairly short... i'll get through them in no time if i keep the tv turned off
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take care