sissy

ugh... i am a wreck...feel like i've been cut into pieces... between graveyard shifts and the emotional climeate at work, i don't know where i stand or what i'm doing with myself... have class tonight... the assignment i wrote was a little on the long side, but i like it... it feels complete... it was as short as i could make it without starting over...

my to do list:
exercise
shower
take dog for a walk
drink lots of tea
go to school
write lots and do something with my time once i get back...

we'll see how it goes... i did put my toes in the ocean yesterday... the drive was exhausting but i needed it... there are days when i have no option but to break routine... that's the only way i can feel alive sometimes...