had my first creative writing class today... same teacher i had and really liked 3 years ago... he remembered me... he's just stabilized after a 2 year fight with a malignant brain tumor... that will make him the second teacher i've had who i loved and who also had a brain tumor... he seems to be doing okay right now... scarey though...
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ugh... my work wants me to get adult foster care certified, and that's cool, but it involves watching approximately 8 hours or so of videos with boring people who aren't used to public speaking talk about how to take care of people with various types of mental and physical illnesses... they want me to have more versatility with my on-call abilities... they need to be...
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wolf_at_the_door:
I havn't had any real tornados, they come blowing through but I havn't seen one yet. I know what you mean about the beach I hate being so far away, that makes sad all the time.
click_here:
howdy.
i prefer original old school FF1 for NES...i still think that game is great.
i prefer original old school FF1 for NES...i still think that game is great.
hmm... work work work... i am so tempted to sign up for dsl... dialup is pissing me off more and more these days... dunno how well my comp would handle it though...
i'll probably break down and get it within the next couple weeks... figure out a way... figure out exactly how much i would have to spend and exactly how to not feel guilty...
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i'll probably break down and get it within the next couple weeks... figure out a way... figure out exactly how much i would have to spend and exactly how to not feel guilty...
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wolf_at_the_door:
Oh yeah, and I know EXACTLY what you mean about that green glow 
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hey there 
just checking in on ya .. how was your weekend?
its good to see that you are adding more friends to your list and being selective doing so
with the dsl situation ... check with the isp you are currently using they may give you a deal to upgrade your service .. dsl is pretty much the standard nowadays anyway .. with the advent of broadband hitting the scene the prices for dsl should be alot less than what it used to be .. as far as your pc being able to handle it .. if you have all of the latest drivers installed & if your box is fairly new [like not over 4 years old] it should be fine .. you may need to get a ethernet card but they usually come with the package .. as far as what kind of service you want the best would be unlimited .. in the long run its actually less expensive but thats totally up to you .. and you will see a huge difference in the way you connect and how fast pages load up so the time you save on that is a big plus & you can start dling stuff off the net for free .. ie: movies, music, games, etc.without a problem .. more on that that next time .. remind me and ill be glad to show you how .. step by step when you get your dsl [ one good software dl like adobe pp will make the change to dsl worth it since its a $500 title !! ]
take care babe luv ya much
~ Alien
just checking in on ya .. how was your weekend?
its good to see that you are adding more friends to your list and being selective doing so
with the dsl situation ... check with the isp you are currently using they may give you a deal to upgrade your service .. dsl is pretty much the standard nowadays anyway .. with the advent of broadband hitting the scene the prices for dsl should be alot less than what it used to be .. as far as your pc being able to handle it .. if you have all of the latest drivers installed & if your box is fairly new [like not over 4 years old] it should be fine .. you may need to get a ethernet card but they usually come with the package .. as far as what kind of service you want the best would be unlimited .. in the long run its actually less expensive but thats totally up to you .. and you will see a huge difference in the way you connect and how fast pages load up so the time you save on that is a big plus & you can start dling stuff off the net for free .. ie: movies, music, games, etc.without a problem .. more on that that next time .. remind me and ill be glad to show you how .. step by step when you get your dsl [ one good software dl like adobe pp will make the change to dsl worth it since its a $500 title !! ]
take care babe luv ya much
~ Alien
priced textbooks today... then came home and priced them online... it looks like the campus bookstore is the best deal, even without shipping... i'm excited... i'm such a sucker for books...
i should hide my tv for a week, hehe... dammit... i'de be forced to get something done besides immersion in movies and visions made by others... oy vey... i frustrate myself, but i am...
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i should hide my tv for a week, hehe... dammit... i'de be forced to get something done besides immersion in movies and visions made by others... oy vey... i frustrate myself, but i am...
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pixidust:
hey sweetie pie,
could you send me some virtual sleep, you hugs are so amazing i think your sleep might put me in a coma... i really need that. <3
could you send me some virtual sleep, you hugs are so amazing i think your sleep might put me in a coma... i really need that. <3
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cool .. your pretty funny with the odd comments that you make .. i luv that about you .. dont ever change .. or ill hunt you down & beat you with a smelly halibut
you shouldnt have to stop and think about what you want to say to me .. or think of something clever .. its all good .. & besides youre naturally witty .. i think its in your genes or in the pair you happen to have on
luv ya babe .. get some sleep .. im about to do the same as soon as i fin commenting in friends' journals .. long day ahead of me tomorrow
~ Alien
[Edited on Sep 16, 2004 11:10PM]
you shouldnt have to stop and think about what you want to say to me .. or think of something clever .. its all good .. & besides youre naturally witty .. i think its in your genes or in the pair you happen to have on
luv ya babe .. get some sleep .. im about to do the same as soon as i fin commenting in friends' journals .. long day ahead of me tomorrow
~ Alien
[Edited on Sep 16, 2004 11:10PM]
i have worked a lot lately... haven't felt awake at all the past two days... i've been watching too many movies to actually appreciate any of them... i still dunno what to do with myself... i should write and read... should is a popular word with me... spoke with my ex today... she continues to be my best friend... we know each other so well......
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one day @ a time babe ... itll get better every day .. like getting over an addiction
movies and books are a great distraction while youre in that funk
its good that you still talk to her & you still consider her your best friend .... but doesnt that just makes it so much harder to get over everything ... & to move on?
~ Alien
movies and books are a great distraction while youre in that funk
its good that you still talk to her & you still consider her your best friend .... but doesnt that just makes it so much harder to get over everything ... & to move on?
~ Alien
look at me... a day off and i have no idea what to fuckin do with it... goin to portland tomorrow to buy lots of books... hopefully... at least shop for them... fondle them and smell them 
... i could continue cleaning house like i started last night... catching up on dishes and shit... put away clothes... get rid of a month's worth of junk...
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pixidust:
hey guess what were both hot sexy ladies with glasses !!!! rock n roll!!!! 
joblue:
hey...cute dog, and cute Sissy too...I like your fav sexual position. 
ugh... worked two ten-hour days on saturday and sunday... a lil 4 hour shift today... i am fuckin beat... feels like i live there... got a full night's sleep last night for the first time in days... i really do like my job, but that shit can drain you...
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it's my ex's birthday tomorrow... or today if you're in illinois... or east of there... dammit... i am missing her, but i know now more than ever that there's no going back... even if she came back, she could no longer fill my empty spaces... 
... and i can't fill hers... we each need to do that on our own... it sucks to be alone...
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pixidust:
wow pretty girl, we should run away together and be the bitter and confused twins.... the part about not knowing if you should go deeper into your brain or less is so true.i love reading your journals, its helping me a lot . thank you. take care my dear... stop by and say hi sometime my journal misses you.
:::HUGS:::::
:::HUGS:::::
hmm hmm hmm... got some wine... not getting shitfaced, just getting relaxed... it's not a good habit, but it's the first time in probably over a month i bought alcohol for use in my home... no guilt, dammit... i swim in it sometimes... guilt, i mean... the curse of being a good girl...
discovered some money i didn't know i had... yay for spare change!...
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cool
nice i havnt bought one of those black binder blank books in awhile now ... bought a few sketch pads & one scratch pad the other day tho ... filling those up will take me a little while
write write write
~ Alien
nice i havnt bought one of those black binder blank books in awhile now ... bought a few sketch pads & one scratch pad the other day tho ... filling those up will take me a little while
write write write
~ Alien
pixidust:
hey sweetie pie, that is indeed the makings of a good night, i cant wait until i have my new place, i can have MY life back and hide and take care of me for a bit. im sure you know all about that. i guess if comes from being a capricorn. anyway i too must fill blank pages...but its for school. GRRR take care!
<3 pixidust
<3 pixidust
hehe... i've never taken the time to fully explore the groups and stuff on here ... i'm goin a little crazy, postin shit... i need to get out of the house... oy... 
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_gone_:
no worries on the hermit front .. i totally go into that phase too when im busy on my writing .. its kinda the norm for writers to be that way from time to time .. shut out the rest of the world so we can have a quiet place to comtemplate and create .. just remember that you are never alone when you are here .. looky i found you didnt i and now you cant get me to leave you alone [even @ this late hour] and i wont i promise .. unless you want me to then ill get all poopie faced and thats not a pretty sight ..
i tend to be up in the wee hours of the night writing because it seems to be the best time for me personally & my head is clear of mundane thoughts .. when its really quiet and not a creature is stirring ... not even a mouse ... errr sorry .. i just quoted from 'twas the night before christmas' ... didnt i .. lol
~ Alien
i tend to be up in the wee hours of the night writing because it seems to be the best time for me personally & my head is clear of mundane thoughts .. when its really quiet and not a creature is stirring ... not even a mouse ... errr sorry .. i just quoted from 'twas the night before christmas' ... didnt i .. lol
~ Alien
pixidust:
i think that picture is rad as hell i put it as my desktop !!!! 
sissy:
the dog who shares my dwelling...
posted some new pics... i rarely feel like taking pictures of myself and when i do i'm very critical of them, so i take a shitload at one time and then only select a few to actually use... not too bad this time... some i like more than others...
_gone_:
nice pics ... you are very cute
ill post some of myself when i find the time ... til then
~ Alien
ill post some of myself when i find the time ... til then
~ Alien
i love those books
its great tho it has a great message