my hair is cut... it may be another color soon but for now it is bleached platinum... i have been so busy... between work and vacations i am spending very few nights at home... blah... the girl i'm interested in is far away until the middle of this month but she wrote and said she missed me... we've only had 3 dates and she misses...
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single and dating again, but the desperate quality has been lost... i'm relaxing, realizing once again that my happiness lies in my own hands and no one else's... things i have known but needed to be reminded of, if gently... love and sex are very nice things but you have to take your worth from inside yourself if you want it to mean anything at...
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kozmikgirl:
You are very right there about happiness lying in your own hands & taking worth from inside... how damn philosophical of you!
I do need to get back to that place in my head again... to that kind of thinking... But it seems, when I try, I end up going like this --------->
I do need to get back to that place in my head again... to that kind of thinking... But it seems, when I try, I end up going like this --------->
pmvirgin:
Happy 4th!
Knowing something and acting on it aren't the same - that's often been a problem for me. But, at least knowing is better than stumbling in the dark.
Happy 4th!
Knowing something and acting on it aren't the same - that's often been a problem for me. But, at least knowing is better than stumbling in the dark.
i have been dumped... i'm not as upset as i would've pictured myself to be, though it figures it would happen right after i finally allow myself to get excited about her... i will miss her smell and her cooking and her kisses but i'm sure that life will go on, while after my previous relationships i wasn't sure of that fact until months later......
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suicidal_george:
Then we have something in common...
I got dumped by a girl that looks like venice.
I got dumped by a girl that looks like venice.
pixidust:
i miss you stop and say hi...... 
it's been a while since i was on here i guess... i have a girlfriend... she makes me feel good and doesn't demand i change anything about myself for her... she doesn't require my approval to live her life a certain way... i don't feel like i need to spend every waking moment with her in order to be happy and i haven't lost any...
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pixidust:
i miss you!!!! how have you been pretty girl? 
kozmikgirl:
I have been watching you for awhile. Didn't know if I should say hey. Suicidal_george showed me where to find ya! Gotta love him!!!
gawd... nearly a month since i posted here... i still get on here daily but i mostly just go straight to the girls lately... i am drinking guiness right now... i don't much care for beer but guiness isn't too bad, hehe... i should've just started cleaning when i got home but instead i started drinking and got on the internet... the story of my...
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_gone_:
just checking in to see how you're doing .. you okay?
~ Alien
~ Alien
seattledome:
Are you going to make it to the event I posted for this Friday on the SGPDX calendar of events?
OKAY!!! hehe...
i got tattooed today... i loved it and i love the outcome and jen billig is the best and i am happy...
once i'm healed and i figure out my money situation i will figure out the spynxes... have to figure out my priorities... i could use new glasses... but i'm thinking completing the tattoo will take priority for some reason
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i got tattooed today... i loved it and i love the outcome and jen billig is the best and i am happy...
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_gone_:
just dropped by to see how you were .. so how are you?
~ Alien
~ Alien
mooncalf2:
hey, found you in the hook up and noticed we both are in shithole St. Helens. that's awesome!! I thought I'd stop and say hi, and maybe add a friend to my list...I'm still new here, so I'm working on making friends....have a good day, k?
sissy:
from the neverending story...
I GET TATTOOED ON WEDNESDAY!!!
hehe... i'm psyched... getting the auryn from the neverending story on my left shoulder... black and gray... big and beautiful... hehe... sphynxes underneath to come at a later date... but they will come... oh yes, they will come, hehe... the first gate to the southern oracle... i am so psyched...
it's been a good day......
hehe... i'm psyched... getting the auryn from the neverending story on my left shoulder... black and gray... big and beautiful
... hehe... sphynxes underneath to come at a later date... but they will come... oh yes, they will come, hehe... the first gate to the southern oracle... i am so psyched...
it's been a good day...
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_gone_:
i had no doubts that its cool ... i just wanted to see it because it looks different on skin .. but i'll wait 
thanks .. it's the suck weather we're having here .. noreaster .. hows the weather in your neck of the woods? any snow?
~ Alien
thanks .. it's the suck weather we're having here .. noreaster .. hows the weather in your neck of the woods? any snow?
~ Alien
_gone_:
cool .. i cant wait til you take pics & post so i can see
later
~ Alien
.. i cant wait til you take pics & post so i can see
later
~ Alien
okay, so this is my first day off in seven days... i'm so glad to be off and determined to do something with this day that i'm stressing myself out even more... what i need to do is just relax and see where the day takes me... it's so easy for me to get wound up these days... people keep telling me i'm tense... that...
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_gone_:
yeah you need to veg out for a bit and decompress .. you'll feel better .. trust me
~ Alien
~ Alien
goodness... ... i feel a bit overwhelmed with the things i've let myself do... no regrets... just emotions that have come along with stuff i've done largely out of a type of desperation... tho i have come to realize desperation is not a flattering state ... you generally end up looking foolish... or at least feeling that way... 
... i prefer to be in control,...
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... i feel a bit overwhelmed with the things i've let myself do... no regrets... just emotions that have come along with stuff i've done largely out of a type of desperation... tho i have come to realize desperation is not a flattering state ... you generally end up looking foolish... or at least feeling that way... ... i prefer to be in control,... Read More
gabse_sagua:
happy valentine's day (sorry i'm late!!)
_gone_:
hey babe
been awhile .. how are you?
i like your new cut
~ Alien
been awhile .. how are you?
i like your new cut
~ Alien
geez, it's been a long time since i updated this page... almost a month... lately when i've come here i've gone straight to the photosets ... i have actually been talking to people i'm interested in and i'm very close to going on my first real "date" date ever... no pressure though ... hehe... crazy... i'm excited and stuff... i just had to get past...
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... i have actually been talking to people i'm interested in and i'm very close to going on my first real "date" date ever... no pressure though ... hehe... crazy... i'm excited and stuff... i just had to get past... Read More
_gone_:
wow .. youre right .. it has been a long time .. missed you ..
good luck on your date .. hope shes the one for you .. just have fun okay .. no pressure .. let me know how it goes
love ya .. take care
~ Alien
good luck on your date .. hope shes the one for you .. just have fun okay .. no pressure .. let me know how it goes
love ya .. take care
~ Alien
pmvirgin:
Good luck...Someday, I hope to get a date myself.
Happy Valentine's Day
Happy Valentine's Day
hmmm...
i am not looking forward to dating...... it is to suck... i don't know how to do that shit... i never have... i tend to fall in love quick and suddenly i am committed... i must learn not to do that... a relationship doesn't have to last forever in order to be worth the time you put into it... i have always been...
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i am not looking forward to dating...
... it is to suck... i don't know how to do that shit... i never have... i tend to fall in love quick and suddenly i am committed... i must learn not to do that... a relationship doesn't have to last forever in order to be worth the time you put into it... i have always been... Read More
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stitches_u_up:
Dating does definately suck ass. I know what you mean by fallingin to that committed situation all too quickly. I always want to curse my affliction of lonliness when i think about what it makes me do. sometimes you just have to embrace the lonliness and focus on the things other than companionship that can make you happy. I really need to think on that last thought. lol like i will follow throuh with that, haha.
Conflicted, damn that should be my work of teh decade, lol.
BTW, you have pretty eyes.
Conflicted, damn that should be my work of teh decade, lol.
BTW, you have pretty eyes.
seattledome:
Going to a Burningman (Portland Crew) benefit tonight at FEZ in Portland, should be fun!!!
Have not really been here much in a long time. Hope you are well.
Planning a trip to go snowbaording in colorado and Utah, No snow in Pacific NW!!!!!!!!
Check out my new biodiesel/ Burningman project truck i just bought up in Canada, it is one of my pics.
I am always looking to have fun and do little photo shoots with peeps now that I am getting used to the switch from analog to digital SLR. Let me know if you know any folks looking for shots. Especially band and fashion shots. Might even be fun to do a few joint projects. I am talking to some of my make-up and stylist friends about help when i need it..
Have not really been here much in a long time. Hope you are well.
Planning a trip to go snowbaording in colorado and Utah, No snow in Pacific NW!!!!!!!!
Check out my new biodiesel/ Burningman project truck i just bought up in Canada, it is one of my pics.
I am always looking to have fun and do little photo shoots with peeps now that I am getting used to the switch from analog to digital SLR. Let me know if you know any folks looking for shots. Especially band and fashion shots. Might even be fun to do a few joint projects. I am talking to some of my make-up and stylist friends about help when i need it..