Ok so, I find out today that I might not have to move to Schweinfurt. From what I hear, Schweinfurt is better than Vilseck, but the problem is Schweinfurt is going back to Iraq mid-2006.
I've already done a year over there and I'm not exactly looking forward to going back. I did everything I could to avoid moving to Schweinfurt. For a long time, it was me vs. the US Army. I put up a good fight, but in the end I thought I had lost.
Today I get called into the sergeant major's office and he tells me I *might* not have to go and that there may be a job for me in Grafenwoehr.
Am I afraid to go back? Fuck yeah... but I would do it. I've already been back for almost a year which has been a lot longer than some of the other soldiers I deployed with.
What is the real reason I don't want to go? It's going to sound cliche but I met a great german girl last May. We hung out as much as we could in the short time we had together. I totally blew off all my buddies and everything so that I could spend time with her, but she went to the states to study for a few months.
Near the time she was getting ready to leave, the relationship... soured a little bit. The stresses of med school were bearing down on her as her deadlines approached and she and I both knew that a) she was leaving and b) I probably wouldn't be here when she got back.
I've already sent her emails saying "I'm staying!" "I'm going." "I'm staying!" "I'm going." ad nauseum. I don't want to waste my efforts and emotions on an outside chance.
But still I hope....
Funny story. I was at my buddy's girlfriend's house and we were watching german TV (proSieben, I think). Two American guys and two German girls. We were watching "The Lost World" even though it was auf Deutsch and they were showing WWI war scenes. I had noticed that the conversations stopped when these scenes started, but my buddy was able to shatter the silence with his question "So who are the good guys here?"
AWK ward.
I've already done a year over there and I'm not exactly looking forward to going back. I did everything I could to avoid moving to Schweinfurt. For a long time, it was me vs. the US Army. I put up a good fight, but in the end I thought I had lost.
Today I get called into the sergeant major's office and he tells me I *might* not have to go and that there may be a job for me in Grafenwoehr.
Am I afraid to go back? Fuck yeah... but I would do it. I've already been back for almost a year which has been a lot longer than some of the other soldiers I deployed with.
What is the real reason I don't want to go? It's going to sound cliche but I met a great german girl last May. We hung out as much as we could in the short time we had together. I totally blew off all my buddies and everything so that I could spend time with her, but she went to the states to study for a few months.
Near the time she was getting ready to leave, the relationship... soured a little bit. The stresses of med school were bearing down on her as her deadlines approached and she and I both knew that a) she was leaving and b) I probably wouldn't be here when she got back.
I've already sent her emails saying "I'm staying!" "I'm going." "I'm staying!" "I'm going." ad nauseum. I don't want to waste my efforts and emotions on an outside chance.
But still I hope....
Funny story. I was at my buddy's girlfriend's house and we were watching german TV (proSieben, I think). Two American guys and two German girls. We were watching "The Lost World" even though it was auf Deutsch and they were showing WWI war scenes. I had noticed that the conversations stopped when these scenes started, but my buddy was able to shatter the silence with his question "So who are the good guys here?"
AWK ward.
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Yes, german girls are proficient drinkers, we're pretty expensive!
But actually, americans use the bad word with "L" a lot faster than germans. You just met a freak.