Hello community 🖤🧜🏻♀️
I will talk more about myself again. For a few days I have been looking for strength to continue with my work as a model, not everything has to do with our aesthetics or with low self-esteem. In my case today, I felt repressed by all my fears of being a girl. Be able to live alone, wear a short outfit and even post a photo on my social medias.
Although women have achieved a lot through the fight for gender equality and related issues, I still experience the nightmare of being a woman. Some time ago I stared streaming in a famous Asian app, it was what I liked most doing on quarantine, to earn money in the comfort of my home. I always dressed up pretty for the lives on the app. One time I was wearing a nightgown and decided to order a snack on iFood, when it arrived, I was surprised by an attempted rape. Yes, the courier tried to rape me inside my own house. I felt ashamed, insecure and with my privacy violated. I was very good on my work as streamer, it was financially fulfilling, but the attack destabilized me a lot.
I am very sorry that we are susceptible to this type of harassment. It is very sad, heartbreaking . I really wanted a safer world for women and I really want to have my head back to normal so I go back to work. A hug and strength to all the girls who have already gone through unhappy moments like this, the fault is never on the victim. Although I felt guilty about the clothes I were wearing, my SGs friends repeated to me: it is never our fault.
@rambo @eirenne @missy @jacqueline
