So. Some wonderful angel bought me a couple of months on SG. Thank you so much whoever you are! I'm not sure who it was because it was anonymous. My life has been compleatly turned upside down this last year. I dont have a home computer right now so its hard for me to log on here as the public library has good filters that I dont know how to beat, and SG has "adult content" I've missed hanging out on the video chat with everyone, missed reading the interviews, and obviously missed the beautiful sets from all the beautiful girls here.
I've been with my girlfriend Ashley for this past year, we found out that she is Preg. back in november. I was so excited to be having a baby, to be starting a family and everything that goes with it. But there are problems. Ashley and I have had a lot of trouble getting along this last year. Now that she is Preg. she seems to think its a licence to abuse me even more. We both have our issues and we were getting counsiling for them. But she decided that she doesnt need help about six months ago and its been going down hill since then. I still go because I know I need help, becuase I want to have a happy healthy life. I had been trying to work it out with her, up until last night. The last couple of weeks have been so bad, screaming and yelling at me every day. then two days ago I packed alot of my stuff and left the house that I pay for, to get away from her. She broke everything that was left in the house on thursday night. Our therapist called the cops on her because she was threatening to hurt herself and refusing to talk to anyone. when the cops showed up I was not there cause I've been staying away from her. She told them that I broke everything, she told them several more lies to try to get me into trouble. but luckily she sent me many texts and left voicemail threats about how she was burning my stuff and destroying the house and everything. so when I talked to the cops yesterday they understood that I'm not the one hurting her, she is hurting me.
I live in constant fear lately, well its been this way for months. I'm not allowed to have friends, male or female. If someone calls my phone I get questioned and accused. Basically, her insecruities have been ruling my life. And I've had all I can take. I'm leaving her now, child or no child, weather or not she gets help with her issues and her drug addiction or now, I'm leaving and I'm not coming back. I have to go now. I hope to be able to log on more often. I'm really happy to be reconnecting with some people online, and excited that someone bought me a couple of months here. Thank you so much, who ever you are.
I'll post more as soon as I get a chance.
Please respond if you care, I need all the support I can get right now.
-Drew
I've been with my girlfriend Ashley for this past year, we found out that she is Preg. back in november. I was so excited to be having a baby, to be starting a family and everything that goes with it. But there are problems. Ashley and I have had a lot of trouble getting along this last year. Now that she is Preg. she seems to think its a licence to abuse me even more. We both have our issues and we were getting counsiling for them. But she decided that she doesnt need help about six months ago and its been going down hill since then. I still go because I know I need help, becuase I want to have a happy healthy life. I had been trying to work it out with her, up until last night. The last couple of weeks have been so bad, screaming and yelling at me every day. then two days ago I packed alot of my stuff and left the house that I pay for, to get away from her. She broke everything that was left in the house on thursday night. Our therapist called the cops on her because she was threatening to hurt herself and refusing to talk to anyone. when the cops showed up I was not there cause I've been staying away from her. She told them that I broke everything, she told them several more lies to try to get me into trouble. but luckily she sent me many texts and left voicemail threats about how she was burning my stuff and destroying the house and everything. so when I talked to the cops yesterday they understood that I'm not the one hurting her, she is hurting me.
I live in constant fear lately, well its been this way for months. I'm not allowed to have friends, male or female. If someone calls my phone I get questioned and accused. Basically, her insecruities have been ruling my life. And I've had all I can take. I'm leaving her now, child or no child, weather or not she gets help with her issues and her drug addiction or now, I'm leaving and I'm not coming back. I have to go now. I hope to be able to log on more often. I'm really happy to be reconnecting with some people online, and excited that someone bought me a couple of months here. Thank you so much, who ever you are.
I'll post more as soon as I get a chance.
Please respond if you care, I need all the support I can get right now.
-Drew