sirdrew

i feel sick
life can be nauseating sometimes
my head hurts
they make pills for that and sell them at gas stations
smoke to much, don't sleep enough
sometimes i wonder if its worth it
people die, or just leave and don't come back
my phone doesn't ring much, it used to
and i wonder if its worth it
bound up in my head
all things i wish i had said
now their both dead
but i guess thats just life
one of them 23 the other 24
one a lover the other a brother
both taken from this world in the same week
in the same way
i know how to live
never cared to do it like everyone else till now
and i'm starting to wonder if its worth it
do they make a pill to cope with life
is it sold at the gas station
i know how i dealt with life before
its killing my friends and brothers
it will kill me too
but i'm starting to wonder