I am so incredibly bored. I've been bored all day and everyday since I moved here.
Born since the dawn of the early morning and now into the night; my boredom has outshone the sun.
I'm way too young to mourn the loss of my triumphant high school days this ardently.
And I'm sure it is unhealthy to be cynical about myself and my own good intentions. I'm positive it is, really.
I feel like I'm just wasting a lot of time. Which is congruant with wretching to expell poison, I guess. I am wasting a lot of time.
And I don't know where all of the good shady trees are here. I don't know where any of them are here.
I've stopped communicating with any of my old friends; stopped answering their messages and left conversations cold. I hate more than anything the long drawn out communications of people that used to be able to see each other and get to the absurd part of a conversation because of artlessness.
Sucky.
Born since the dawn of the early morning and now into the night; my boredom has outshone the sun.
I'm way too young to mourn the loss of my triumphant high school days this ardently.
And I'm sure it is unhealthy to be cynical about myself and my own good intentions. I'm positive it is, really.
I feel like I'm just wasting a lot of time. Which is congruant with wretching to expell poison, I guess. I am wasting a lot of time.
And I don't know where all of the good shady trees are here. I don't know where any of them are here.
I've stopped communicating with any of my old friends; stopped answering their messages and left conversations cold. I hate more than anything the long drawn out communications of people that used to be able to see each other and get to the absurd part of a conversation because of artlessness.
Sucky.