She will never understand fully. The amount of damage she has done to me. Also never grasp how badly I miss her every waking moment and how bad want to just hold in my arms one last time before I leave. I still love you with all my heart Ashley and will love you still forever 
toxic:
I am so sorry and sad reading this. It hurts when the person you love so much hurts you. I had the same thing happen in the past. But when one door closes another one opens! Stay strong new friend!
sinisterfire59:
Thank you yea since then I have now moved out of las vegas to Tennessee. So In away a door has opened for me out here. But still think about her everyday. Knowing that along over with