so how has your holidays been
so in 6 months the army will be trying to send me to one of the worst parts of iraq, they expect 40-50% of us not to make it back ok
fenstar:
that is terrible. Is there any way out of it? Oh that makes me sad
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christi:
glad you didn't forget about me....lol! i guess you don't have a choice when you are asked to go to iraq??? that really sucks!
hi people
fenstar:
hi person...what's happening?
In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders
I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
Oh, this pressured center rising
My life overturned
Unfair the despare
All these scars keep ripping open
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear meat from the bone
Tear...
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That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders
I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
Oh, this pressured center rising
My life overturned
Unfair the despare
All these scars keep ripping open
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear meat from the bone
Tear...
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the army has kidnapped me again and soon i'll find out if i'm going to be going to a unit that will be deploying to iraq
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fenstar:
oh no, that was shortlived
![frown](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/frown.cec081026989.gif)
little green birds
fenstar:
ooh are you having fun at home?
ha, im home
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fenstar:
YAY welcome home.
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slight:
yay!
today was a good day, i got everything done on clearing and am ready to leave korea and i got promoted to specialist too!
4 more fucking days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fenstar:
so close....
fenstar:
coz i'm really unfit and i started a kickboxing/sparring class last night and my body is just telling me how unfit i truly am
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i only have a couple more days in korea and then its back to the states for me. i'll be in washington state which is funny only cause its on the complete other side of teh country since i'm from Florida. well things should be fun when i get back, i finally get to have sex again after like 5 months!
slight:
yay sex!
i watch the sky with closed eyes
following the path the clouds show me
wishing on a star far away
soon i shall fly away
following the path the clouds show me
wishing on a star far away
soon i shall fly away
15 FUCKING DAYS LEFT!!!!!!!!!!!!