sinemetu

my sleep pattern is so fucked from the last two days. my body is drained from staying awake for almost 24 hours straight including an epic tattoo sitting. sleeping, running to a train getting tattoed again and back to sleep again. and now ive been wide awake for 3 hours with a crazy headache and cant fall back asleep bc of the 2 tattoos that are throbbing on my legs. best part besides the few inches of snow outside. i have to be back down at 1 to get another piece done. i think im going to only get tattooed during conventions now one. and beat my self up in one swoop instead of constant torture and recovery. Im probably getting my medusa pierced too. Ive wanted it for some time but have been putting it off. there are these 2 guys who are working with my leg guy who could be mistaken for jeffrey stars prodigys that are piercing this weekend. The one is in the process of moving from la. the kept me company while i sat the other night. i must say that im really happy in life right now. The more responsible decisions I make the easier they get. Today I knew things were changing when i saw the boy who used to be my rock today. it was weird I had no desire to even speak to him after realizing how shitty he truely treated our friendship and having someone who makes me smile and laugh and not feel judged in my life made the situation even easier not to sweat. the old me probably would have overly thought things but im proud of my self to just being like whatever about it. also considering February is a short month I have less then a month until i get some company from florida for 4 days!! if anyone has any suggestions for a day trip to new york and or a connection to the jimmy fallon show let me know!! no a mini photo dump.