sinemetu

saw the lumineers play philly last night. amazing show was an understatment. ill be a fan for a long time. Im in bed with my legs freaking out because i worked 14 hours and then did legs. i didnt make nearly as much money as i should have either having to drop a 93 dollar tip out. FYI>> if u go out to eat on a weekend night. and u sit at a table for more than an hour. u better tip accordingly. why people feel the need to sit for hours of their phones not speaking to each other is beyond me. by the time i left i wanted to cry. ive got some stuff set up for the philly convention next weekend and have 4 days off from work, im hoping ill be able to enjoy it and it wont turn into a disaster. i need the time away from work adn the caddy people and the drama. a new job is being researched but have been throwing my free time into working out and eating clean. im enjoying seeing the change and feeling great. of course im super stressed. my income bc of raised taxes and business slowing down and not have that second job; has almost been cut in half. how i didnt see it coming i dont know. silly me. i keep buying things think hey i get paid friday and realizing yeah u got paid bill money with very little wiggle room. i wish i had someone to take care of me..but dont we all? i had another panic attack. my fix is to up my dose of st johns wart. since ive been taking it things have subsided. this hopefully will bring along a little more calm, ill post pictures in the next day or so..
xoxox
me