so i think its time. 6 month in colorado. why? i kinda just want to harvest green during the day. serve a few nights a week and enjoy nature. get away from philly. what the worst? i miss it and move back and be where i started. lately i just feel like i am invisible. people see me but here i do stand up or no one cares. its not me. i just dont belong. I want to see nature and good people different people who arnt who ive seen for 28 years, 2 of my bosses from work told me id never come back, one is from colorado the other is from hershey. the one from hershey recently lived in japan and hawaii. he was super chill and the best boss ive had. tonight was his last day he left to take care of his dad who has cancer. makes me so sad what a powerful illness cancer is. i dont remember who i know who suffered first. maybe my aunt by marriages sister. but its never o I had cancer and it was no big deal. its always horrible and every one i know who has suffered was a fucking amazing person. ive been trying to do it right.. ive been living a lonely life. i keep having these feelings that im going to have this amazing love and hes going to pick me up and swing me around and when i look into his eyes ill never want to look anywhere else. ever. i hope im right and something so great is coming to me..[YOUTUBE][/YOUTUBE]
maybe everything is a dream...but what if its not?!
maybe everything is a dream...but what if its not?!
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elsie_caruso:
Do it! Travel broadens your ideas of people. You see the world differently. Everytime I leave its as if I have seen so much and my city is just as stale and stagnant as before, no one has really changed. They are at the same bars, same routine and haven't changed much. You might miss it until you come back and see. I've started to see adventure and mystery and the open road as the fuel to live!!
richard_:
Or what if.. everything can in fact be whatever dream we want.