sinemetu

funny story..and by funny i mean heartbreaking. me and the best friend are no more. read previous blogs about his and his "girls" remarks about how ill never be and sg. shes never met or ever attempted a conversation about me. im beyond over trying to explain how someone dont fall head over heals at first site and how legit long term feelings develop from the heart not physically, legit feelings. but how dare i have a heart too late in the game. guess who is ready to pack up and move away and not tell anyone where? after this weekend ill know for sure. but the chance to leave and let these feelings go will feel amazing. there is legit not one person anymore that could keep me in this city. i lied ill miss my phillies that is all. i just blasted my heart out and feel a sense of relief. u can only hold your heart for a person for so long.