im still super confused and sad and a mess. ive been sleeping alot. went food shopping so i dont have to leave the house. i cant tell u the last time i had food in my house that wasnt beer. i was supposed to have off tomorrow but dont want to waste the day in bed i picked up a shift. i need to get my car inspected but want to get more ink when my guy is home the end of the month and i want to go to vegas for my birthday. its actually pretty affordable. but i know i will spend a crap ton while im there and dont really want to go alone. the older i get the harder it is to realize i cant be alone and ive created these standards and wants that i dont want to just settle for company. i wish there was a simple solution to myself. i feel like a scatter brain who cant survive this world alone. off to watch yet another episode of breaking bad. its all ive been watching for maybe a week now.
thecrazyneverdie:
I've been there. it's no fun. but ya forge ahead. btw, i like your hair.