2011 is me finding my roots..tearing away the layers of bullshit and excess expectations of other people who in the end judge and force me to change and then disappear...i was fucking fine the way i was without this shell of a fucking zombie..no more cast..finally saw a "doctor/resident...kid in sperrys" to tell me i was fine..not to life more then a gallon of milk for 3 months..i drink soy can i get a weight..5 pounds..what the fuck is that my lil dog is like 15 and i pick her up everyday..my bad..i typed sleep in itunes and made a playlist..and i fucking love it..since im starting to hate money and looking for a job with a sustainable income i think im going to do the unthinkable and see how many music fests i can volunteer at this summer and just go..sublet the place..sell some shit and go..live this summer..enjoy the sunshine,,every ounce of vitamin d i can get and see where i land..if apocalyptic instances keep occurring...tornados, tsunamis, oil spills, flocks of birds falling from the sky and fish dead,,the mynas were right 2012 is the end and im going to enjoy every fucking moment i can..


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juse:
that sounds like an awesome summer plan lady.
captainamerika:
Do it. I would love to do something like that. I do something like that every few years. Gotta break out of the cages life tends to lead to. Have a great year.

