It's all about where you look for it my dear. Chances are you have quite a few "just friend" guys that would treat you like a queen already.
But since that's not gonna happen, just don't settle for anything less that what you deserve, and never be afraid to tell them how you feel and ask them for the things you desire from them. You'd be surprised how easy life can be with just some simple communication.
I feel you on that one. I do wish the best and I'm sure you'll find that which you seek. There will always be those few stumbling blocks before you find that very right thing. I'm just crossing my fingers that I'll have the luck I'm promising you that you'll have!
But since that's not gonna happen, just don't settle for anything less that what you deserve, and never be afraid to tell them how you feel and ask them for the things you desire from them. You'd be surprised how easy life can be with just some simple communication.