Tuesday May 27, 2003

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I put a few more demons behind me today. My parents are in the 4th day of their visit, and its not painful to be around them anymore. Over the past two years, Ive completed the entire ritual of establishing myself as the adult in our relationship and earning their respect. But more importantly, on this trip I was able to tell my mother how...
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sincity1:
amadio- I thought butting into other people's lives was the reason for this forum. No need to apologize.

I'd like to think tht my positive experience might leave you open to the idea that you might one day have a similar one -- but based on your recent posts, you don't seem to be looking for a healing thing right now. I respect that. Anger is a wonderfully seductive ally, and one who has served me well. THere are times to betray her, but she and you may not be finished with each other right now.

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amplexus23:
This change unknown, astonish'd at the sight,
My trembling sister strove to urge her flight;
Yet first the pardon of the Nymphs implor'd,
And those offended Sylvan pow'rs ador'd:
But when she backward would have fled, she found
Her stiff'ning feet were rooted to the ground:
In vain to free her fasten'd feet she strove,
And as she struggles only moves above;
She feels th' incroaching bark around her grow,
By slow degrees, and cover all below:
Surpriz'd at this, her trembling hand she heaves
To rend her hair; her hand is fill'd with leaves;
Where late was hair, the shooting leaves are seen
To rise, and shade her with a sudden green.
The Child Amphisus, to her bosom prest,
Perceiv'd a colder and a harder breast,
And found the springs, that n'er 'till then deny'd
Their milky moisture, on a sudden dry'd.
I saw, unhappy, what I now relate,
And stood the helpless witness of thy fate;
Embrac'd thy boughs, the rising bark delay'd,
There wish'd to grow, and mingle shade with shade.


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Bwahahahahaha, no, my dear Sin, the Marquis has not the pen for such words...
*evilly cocks eyebrow and tents fingers*

care for another guess?

ps, you'll probably NEVER get it, it's way too obscure(and, no, that's not a challege, per se)

Sunday May 25, 2003

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Can you be in love with someone and hate them? Can you be slightly self-destructive yourself and despise the woman you love for beinbg incapable of reigning it in. Can love turn into hate as you watch your loved one drunkenly try to commit suicide under the guise of "being cool"? Do you have a right to complain if you were drinking with her when...
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mei:
i've never been rich.. but being poor makes me so stressed out that i need to do something about it..

and i have cut and the such before, and it's really hard to figure out motivations - even one's own motivations. so i have a hard time thinking she's a bitch.. but of course, i don't know the situation. but to the original question, i do think that you can love and hate someone at once.
historyteller:
I missed the point???????

Shit, I *hate* it when that happens! smile

biggrin

Wednesday May 21, 2003

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Wow- Met a lot of kinky people today. For the record, we are a fairly-monagamous couple who are old enough to be half of you people's parents The boy is writing this entry.

My ear had 8 piercings back in 1984, and my nose was pierced with a gun in a NYC club in 1990, when there were no piercing places in New York City...
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illbillzillbub:
nostril,gun...1983
dickiev:
Hey Sin. It's good to see all of the oldtimers haven't given up of died. Seems like most of my old friends have decided their youth was wasted or a phase instead of a process of discovering who they really were. I'm 41 and while I no longer live just to go out, see bands, get drunk,etc. I still enjoy it occasionally.(except for the drinking part, haven't done that in 10+years) I've always said you can take the boy out of punk rock but you can't take the punk rock out of the boy. I've lived in Las Vegas for 25 years and have loved most of it. Welcome to Sin City and sorry about the CMAs.