sinara

there are some moments in my life that I just feel like walking in fucking circles....

Everything was going perfectly good... I thought I had healed myself from her but yesterday night she came back, making circles around me, and making me say things I haven't said for 2 years, and bringing up a fucking feeling that I've being killing for 2 years....
And what really kills me is that she has this ability of bringing me back to the start, bringing me back to love her. She is like an addicting poison... Now I'm sitting here alone, without much pacience, all by myself, with a lovely cute guy by my side who just doesn't fill all the space.... We're getting drunk... I hope I get there soon...