It's way too hot here n I can't sleep so thought I'd come on here for a bit n update ya all on my so called life...lol.
Thanks guys for all your comments on my last entry, I appreciate your comments so much. Thanks for trying to cheer me up. Oh n Ed your so right dude
Well I did go to Edinburgh again at the weekend. Felt really strange to start with cos Laura wasn't with me. I still miss her like mad. But anyways I went n got the stuff I wanted n just expored n chilled out. I say chilled out more like melted as it was so bloody hot. I did get chatted up by this really cute girl tho while I was there, which kinda nice. But it's still Laura I want, oh well.
Anyways I went up on Calton Hill n chilled out up there for a while n also explored a few of the old church yards including St John's church yard. I think I've decided I def want to move down there in the next few months if I can find a better paid job there than I have now n somewhere to stay. Even being there on my own n I feel at hoe there, which I never have here. Since I can't afford to move to the only othert place I feel at home at, then Edinburgh will have to be my 2nd choice.
On the Laura thing I don't know what to do we ain't spoken since we split up, I've gave her space. I've checked her online profiles a few times n she still has all our photos up n has me on her best real mates bit on her LIM pro. I really miss her company, just hanging out with her. I don't know if I should mail her or not. I don't even know if she really cares about me. If nothing else would be nice just to hang out as mates.
Changing the subject I should be staying at Christine's this weekend. So should be fun we ain't hung out together for awhile. Hopefully she's gonna come with me on the Saturday n I'm gonna get my tattoo. Assuming we're not too hungover..lol.
Thanks guys for all your comments on my last entry, I appreciate your comments so much. Thanks for trying to cheer me up. Oh n Ed your so right dude
Well I did go to Edinburgh again at the weekend. Felt really strange to start with cos Laura wasn't with me. I still miss her like mad. But anyways I went n got the stuff I wanted n just expored n chilled out. I say chilled out more like melted as it was so bloody hot. I did get chatted up by this really cute girl tho while I was there, which kinda nice. But it's still Laura I want, oh well.
Anyways I went up on Calton Hill n chilled out up there for a while n also explored a few of the old church yards including St John's church yard. I think I've decided I def want to move down there in the next few months if I can find a better paid job there than I have now n somewhere to stay. Even being there on my own n I feel at hoe there, which I never have here. Since I can't afford to move to the only othert place I feel at home at, then Edinburgh will have to be my 2nd choice.
On the Laura thing I don't know what to do we ain't spoken since we split up, I've gave her space. I've checked her online profiles a few times n she still has all our photos up n has me on her best real mates bit on her LIM pro. I really miss her company, just hanging out with her. I don't know if I should mail her or not. I don't even know if she really cares about me. If nothing else would be nice just to hang out as mates.
Changing the subject I should be staying at Christine's this weekend. So should be fun we ain't hung out together for awhile. Hopefully she's gonna come with me on the Saturday n I'm gonna get my tattoo. Assuming we're not too hungover..lol.
Anyhoo enough beating of a dead horse. I would love to see Edinburgh sonmeday sounds fun. Is that the capital city of Scotland?? Well have fun whereever you go and whatever you do man, life is to fucking short to waste not being happy hehe.