Hey ain't life just great...lol. No I ain't bein sarcastic! (for once). Anyone who know's me know's how shit I've been feeling lately n how crap things have been for me. But I think things might just be looking up for me on the health front. Since last Friday I've been feeling great. No cramps n wanting to passout, no feeling down n depressed.
On Friday I decided to go into town on my own (I was so proud of myself) ok I know to most people reading this that will sound stupid. But I ain't been out by myself for months cos of feeling ill, basically cos scared of passing out n stuff. Anyway I did it! Went in past my old work to see my old work mates. Was gutted to find out that one of them had left. But glad I went in was great to catch up with them. Another of them is gonna be leaving soon, but hopefully gonna catch up with them when they have a leaving night. I can't wait, realised how much I missed them. Don't really miss working there, but miss my work mates, they rocked!
On Saturday went on a lil Castle trail. Wanted to go to Slains Castle where Bram Stoker stayed for a while n where he got the inspiration for Dracula. Also wanted to go there cos my fav Gothic pub is named after it...lol. Can't believe I didn't realise before the real castle is only a few miles form me. Anyways didn't go as the weather was bad along the coast (really windy) and is being on a cliff edge thought might not be the best idea...lol. But wanna go soon really wanna do a photoshoot there.
Anin't really done much since then but still been feeling really good n postive YAY!!!! Think I feel good enough to go back to work. So decided I'm gonna look for a part-time job till I get my business up n running properly. So fingers crossed. Also I'm looking into moving, really want to move down to England to be nearer some of my other mates and my godson.
But yeah feeling REALLY GOOD so felt the need to share it all with ya on here...lol
On Friday I decided to go into town on my own (I was so proud of myself) ok I know to most people reading this that will sound stupid. But I ain't been out by myself for months cos of feeling ill, basically cos scared of passing out n stuff. Anyway I did it! Went in past my old work to see my old work mates. Was gutted to find out that one of them had left. But glad I went in was great to catch up with them. Another of them is gonna be leaving soon, but hopefully gonna catch up with them when they have a leaving night. I can't wait, realised how much I missed them. Don't really miss working there, but miss my work mates, they rocked!
On Saturday went on a lil Castle trail. Wanted to go to Slains Castle where Bram Stoker stayed for a while n where he got the inspiration for Dracula. Also wanted to go there cos my fav Gothic pub is named after it...lol. Can't believe I didn't realise before the real castle is only a few miles form me. Anyways didn't go as the weather was bad along the coast (really windy) and is being on a cliff edge thought might not be the best idea...lol. But wanna go soon really wanna do a photoshoot there.
Anin't really done much since then but still been feeling really good n postive YAY!!!! Think I feel good enough to go back to work. So decided I'm gonna look for a part-time job till I get my business up n running properly. So fingers crossed. Also I'm looking into moving, really want to move down to England to be nearer some of my other mates and my godson.
But yeah feeling REALLY GOOD so felt the need to share it all with ya on here...lol
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