.:FUCK BUDDIES Vs RELATIONSHIPS :.
Ok I'm confused but not for the obvious reason. Anyone who knows me will know I suck at relationships. But until recently I've been seeing this one girl for just over 6 months. It was going great. It was my longest relationship for a while. We get on great, physically and emotionaly.
But now we've kinda split up. I say kinda cos we're still seeing eachother n sleeping together. Basically we're fuck buddies, we can both sleep with other people if we want to. In the past I hated this idea of fucking about, just having casual sex. Would have only slept with someone if we were dating.
Technically it feels like we are still seeing eachother properly we still do couple sort of stuff, go out, cuddle up n it can be really intimate sometime not just a quick fuck here n there.
Then the other week she admitted she had a one night stand with another guy. Normally in the past this would have shook me n I would have been upset n jealous. But for some reason unknown to me I didn't feel anything. Not even jealous. We actually had sex after she told me. Just like when we were dating the sex was still amazing n just as romantic n passionate.
What I'm thinking now, although I'm still getting great sex n we're still close. Is the reason I didn't feel anything cos 1) I don't actually love this girl, or 2) that I've been hurt so many times in the past that I'm just numb to being hurt now???
Go figure...answers on a postcard...lol
Ok I'm confused but not for the obvious reason. Anyone who knows me will know I suck at relationships. But until recently I've been seeing this one girl for just over 6 months. It was going great. It was my longest relationship for a while. We get on great, physically and emotionaly.
But now we've kinda split up. I say kinda cos we're still seeing eachother n sleeping together. Basically we're fuck buddies, we can both sleep with other people if we want to. In the past I hated this idea of fucking about, just having casual sex. Would have only slept with someone if we were dating.
Technically it feels like we are still seeing eachother properly we still do couple sort of stuff, go out, cuddle up n it can be really intimate sometime not just a quick fuck here n there.
Then the other week she admitted she had a one night stand with another guy. Normally in the past this would have shook me n I would have been upset n jealous. But for some reason unknown to me I didn't feel anything. Not even jealous. We actually had sex after she told me. Just like when we were dating the sex was still amazing n just as romantic n passionate.
What I'm thinking now, although I'm still getting great sex n we're still close. Is the reason I didn't feel anything cos 1) I don't actually love this girl, or 2) that I've been hurt so many times in the past that I'm just numb to being hurt now???
Go figure...answers on a postcard...lol