silversapien

4:32 - I must remember to not go to bed so early! I was just too tired at 7pm, so I went to bed, and ended up waking up at 3:30am. Now I'm wide awake. I got two cases of beer and some mac and cheese. It's going to be another long night of myspace, xanga, and Suicide Girls...

Myspace: www.myspace.com/grasshopperofdoom

Xanga: www.xanga.com/grasshopper_mike

3:39am - Just woke up due to the rude ass drunkards outside my room yelling and slurring. Stupid asses. I ended up running outside in some tighty whitey's and yelling at them: "I KILL YOU ALL!!!! YOU LOUD ASS SONS-A-BITCHES!!!" And then I turned around and bent over and shook my butt at them and then ran back inside. I hope I don't wake up...
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11:06am - Holy hell. I bought a $45 of champagne yesterday that is like 3 liters! It is actually HEAVY to carry! It tastes like shit and I have no clue why I bought it, probably because it is so big. Maybe thats it. Anyways, I feel like I wasted my damn money on it. I'm so upset now, gah!

I'm going to see King Kong tonight. I heard it was good, but three hours long. I'll be back by midnight, and then I'll get shit faced.

I got a four day weekend and have no work on monday or tuesday. I want to go to London on Sunday and then get my first tattoo on monday. (If the tattooist is there! I'm having horrible...
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I'm so fucking bored right now. Will somebody please save me.

6:32am - I don't understand what is up with the military and getting up early in the morning. I'm so tired right now.

4:39pm - Just got back into my room after a long day at work. I had my physical fitness test today, and lets just say that I passed.

I am 6'6", I weigh 187lbs., and my waist is 33.5". I did 24...
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I bought some christmas lights today and got a bajillion of them. I put then all over my walls, so now I'm pretty sure that I'm using the moste electricity in this whole damn building. Just trying to get some christmas cheer going.

-Tiredness and loss of energy
-Persistent sadness
-Loss of self-confidence and self-esteem
-Difficulty concentrating
-Not being able to enjoy things that are usually pleasurable or interesting
-Undue feelings of guilt or worthlessness
-Feelings of helplessness and hopelessness
-Sleeping problems - difficulties in getting off to sleep or waking up much earlier than usual
-Avoiding other people, sometimes even your close friends
-Finding it hard to...
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