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I'm back!

I'm plauged with the thought that I no longer have anything to say.

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gigondas:
Well. howdy ho. How's the big City?
dollfac3:
Thanks and good tip! x
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Again....

Over a month with no update. No real reason, just been busy. Spring has sprung and I've taken to spending my days off outside in the sun. Work is still great, it's so much better to have a job you enjoy. Strangely enough, I've had a weird feeling recently. I feel like I might end up staying here for a long time, a long...
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missshell:
i don/t drive...i know, hopeless of me.

i/m in LA from Sep 8th onwards. I actually fly in on Sep 2nd but I'm going to Phoenix.

how you been my sweet?
cosmia:
Done and done. What did you get the other day??
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Well shit.

I suppose it's about time for an update. How many weeks has it been? three? Christ. Feels like a lifetime. London is a human pressure cooker. I arrived and dived into all of my old shit; drinking (not such a bad thing) and skirt chasing (a very bad thing). All this was going alright, albiet I've lost some of my charms, dishonesty makes...
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jena:
I do accept hugs. Especially from fellows who take such good pictures.

How do I remind you of you? Your life seems very together where as mine is in a suitcase and boxes.

It's nice to hear that you're all happy and doing well!

Are you a chef? I have a lot of love for all restaurant workers (I'm a former waitress). ♥
hi_bias:
tap tap tap. hellllooooooooooooo? biggrin
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...and he's back!!!

Full update later, in short job aquired flat, nearly aquired. As of friday I will be an eastender....

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jena:
Was that you in that picture? B/c I liked it.

Not even so much catharsis as a writing exercise. I think it worked out well.
oui:
Ah! I'm glad you like it, my best so far... where have you been?

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Things are looking up, I should have at least two interviews next week, both jobs 35-45 hours a week. I'm broke, but there's really nothing new or interesting about that, it's a normal thing for me now. I jutst got my fist credit card (not just in the UK, ever) and that makes me feel good, although it stays in the drawer for now. Hopefully...
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gigondas:
Rad. Best pic ever.

She's here Thursday. We're going to see Ryan Adams and Vetiver. What a good week!
kittyvalentine:
Ahh! I go to reply and you're gone. Come back soon, mister! x
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Ick gotta get rid of the misery blog.

I'm in Istanbul at the moment, and it's cold and wet. Meanwhile weather back home in the UK has been, rather pleasant. The Ironies of travel! I'm having a really good time, but honestly, I'm reay to get back home. I'm ready to do it, to make London happen. To be a man again, I'm ready to...
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miyo:
well actually, all is not lost right now, but the woman we are in competition with is a complete bitch so who knows.
miyo:
good news for now, i guess those planets have a lot to answer for! hehe
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That's it, the bottom fell out. Something snapped. I think it all started with this song:



I was on the tran to work and I found myself crying. At the top of the station I usually turn left to go to work, I turned right. I got a coffee and sat a minute.

This song came on:



Hearing it, I knew why I'd been crying....
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sailorcandy:
yea i do.. sucks to be a grown up!
kittyvalentine:
Thanks, she seems to have improved a bit in the last few days, so I'm staying positive.

This sounds weird, but your journal reminded me of something my ex would write. The one I still miss all that time later. He had a great way with words and so do you. x
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It's been a long time since escape became my all consuming purpose. I think it began in year five of the last seven year cycle as well. All I think about when I'm not at work is how to get out of the industry, my work reflects my lack of care, it is meh -- and I think they're starting to notice (why oh why...
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gigondas:
I fell in love in New York, man. Big time. She's an old friend and it....

I hope y'all make it to London. That would be amazing.
sailorcandy:
both ohwell...
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Comment faire imaginer, par exemple, une ville sans pigeons, sans arbres et sans jardins, ou lon ne rencontre ni battements dailes ni froissements de feuilles, un lieu neutre pour tout dire? Le changement des saisons ne sy lit que dans le ciel. Le printemps sannonce seulement par la qualit de lair ou par les corbeilles de fleurs que des petits vendeurs ramnent des banlieues ;...
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gigondas:
Well do-wa-didee to you. I've been wondering lately, are you planning on England forever?
kittyvalentine:
smile

As long as you don't actually get sick with whatever I have. It's truly horrible!
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And it begins again, as always.

I'm no closer to what it is I really want to do, but that doesn't matter so much now. Time to invert the lens again, it's good look look outward, but if you forget to look inside, you slip away from yourself. I'm alone for Christmas again this year, but I really don't mind -- I need the time....
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gigondas:
You sound juiced.
gigondas:
Thanks. I think the picture makes it.