Seems I am blogging at record soeed as of late.
I feel light, it all seems comedic now. It's time to live in England, really live. Bubbles are bad for all involved.
I've been thinking about my Saturn Return a lot lately. Life has kicked me in the ass and shouted at me to be a man. I've been forced to look my weakest points squarely, watching in objective horror as I betray my better judgement again and again. The battle rages on inside me, keeping me from sleep, but the tide has turned, the enemy (half of myself) retreating. Soon I will be the man who stepped off the platform on that train from Waterloo two months (a lifetime) ago. You can always start again, sometimes it's better to stay put.
I feel light, it all seems comedic now. It's time to live in England, really live. Bubbles are bad for all involved.
I've been thinking about my Saturn Return a lot lately. Life has kicked me in the ass and shouted at me to be a man. I've been forced to look my weakest points squarely, watching in objective horror as I betray my better judgement again and again. The battle rages on inside me, keeping me from sleep, but the tide has turned, the enemy (half of myself) retreating. Soon I will be the man who stepped off the platform on that train from Waterloo two months (a lifetime) ago. You can always start again, sometimes it's better to stay put.
I've been forced to look my weakest points squarely, watching in objective horror as I betray my better judgement again and again
it is so utterly painful, yet such a euphoric rush when you're able to acknowledge them.
thanks again for the advice recently. really woke me up.
here's to feeling light. . . . .
i found myself skipping the other day. i had to stop and laugh.