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So, through a
Twitter conversation with a friend back in Florida, I got the idea of checking out my horoscope for 2012.
It is fucking eeeeeeeeerily dead-on. I look at is as a sign that I'm on the right path and the direction I've just been inspired to go is is the right one. I was let go from my job at the tattoo shop, and that was my last obstacle in my transition from childhood to adulthood. Completely.
The split from my job was inevitable, I just wasn't prepared for RIGHT NOW. I'm sad and I'll miss my co-workers like hell! I will never have another job like that... a job that I literally got paid to hang out while other people got tattooed. I got to watch movies, listen to whatever music, go to my car for "safety breaks." I had the cakest job ever!! ... and it was the last childish thing I would do professionally.
There was no advancement. The moment I decided that piercing wasn't going to be for me was the moment my future in the tattoo industry ceased to exist. Without being a piercer or tattoo artist (or the desire to do either), I have no future IN the industry. It was a sad thing to come to grips with because I felt privileged to be a part of it. I learned things I never would have learned otherwise... and now this chapter in my life is over. It's time to grow up.
My life will never look the same as it did just three days ago...
Aries 2012 Horoscope:
SPOILERS! (Click to view)Overview
Your quest for radical self-love and self-knowledge continues in 2012. Never has the impetus to know yourself, own your core values (even if it means going against the grain) and possess your truth been more essential. No longer can you deny all that is rare and sensational about you. This is truly your breakout year in which your myriad talents will shine!
And get ready to work your horns off this year, Ram. Although your ruling planet, Mars, will spend the first quarter retrograde in Virgo, it will also push you to focus and finish like never before. The devil is definitely in the details this year. Mars retrogrades less frequently than the other planets, but when it does, you surely feel like someone has slammed on the brakes! But don't panic. Rather, consider this a chance to finally catch up on every loose end and unfinished project that's piled up over the past few years.
With Uranus upping the ante in your stars for another round, the status quo of pre-2010 has been left in the dust forever. And by June, the planet of change, Uranus, makes its way towards an exact square with the planet of death and rebirth, Pluto. The changes you experienced in 2011 were simply the tip of the iceberg! With the onslaught of intense cardinal energies barreling toward a standoff this summer, the potential for one-way change this year is deep and unmistakable. Of course, change can be exhilarating if you release your grip on the past and the specific demands of ego. Getting your own way is practically your divine birthright, but this year you'll have to trust that life sometimes brings you what you need at the expense of what you want.
The eclipse patterns of 2012 continue to speed up change in the realms of teaching, education, publishing and travel. If you have any issues with siblings or other close relatives, this could also come into play during the next 12 months as a result of this year's eclipses. On the upside, however, Jupiter will continue to boost your finances until it moves into Gemini in June. November's total solar eclipse in Scorpio in your eighth house of life force, sex and resourcefulness promises to bring sexy back. This eclipse pattern will also reveal any latent interests in psychology or metaphysics, and could also bring money issues to the forefront.
Romantic
Throughout Saturn's residence in your partnership house over the past few years, you have endured some of the most challenging and rewarding relationship lessons of your life. In October, after putting you through the karmic ringer, the cosmic taskmaster will finally leave this sector of your chart for another 30 years. You'll happily bid farewell to the trials, tests, tribulations and insecurities, despite all the wisdom they've imparted.
When Saturn enters Scorpio this fall, you'll discover deeper levels of your sexuality and resourcefulness than you have in 30 years - if ever. You're ready for the real thing, and that's because you've finally developed the most important relationship of all - the one with yourself. Now that you're crystal clear about what you will and won't put up with in your intimate relationships, there's no turning back! You've set your standards high and there's no need to compromise. You've also learned that you often get what you think you deserve ... or at least what you have the capacity to put up with (consciously or unconsciously). You're also learning not to drag things out - your time is too precious.
Although Mars, your ruler, will take up prolonged occupancy in your work sector for the first half of the year - leaving you little time to even think about dating, mating or relating - you'll more than make up for it during 2012's second half. September is potentially one of your most romantic months of the year, so put yourself out on the dating scene without excuses. And finally, December is your most auspicious time for meeting someone you could settle down with. This is your make-or-break year - so let it rip!
Career
With Pluto still pulling rank in your career sector, your star continues to rise over the course of the year in your chosen field. Of course, with Capricorn involved, this is not without hard work. After all, your stamina is noble. When Pluto and Uranus reach their exact square in June, you'll be confronted with the culmination of a quest for radical change that began in summer 2011. Use the momentum of the first quarter of the year to launch your major projects, since Pluto will turn retrograde between April and September, causing a forced slowdown and re-evaluation of your priorities.
With Jupiter bringing good fortune to your money sector for the first half of the year, you'll experience fabulous ease in attracting opportunities to boost your income. You're learning how important it is to value yourself and not sell any of your talents for less than they're worth. The summer brings fabulous opportunities for writing and publishing, so if you've been sitting on a book (or two) that you know needs to be written, this is your year to put pen to paper and fingers to keyboard! The new Moon solar eclipse in mid-May is the perfect time to get started if you haven't already. Chances are, you felt the initial impetus during the new Moon eclipse in Sagittarius in December 2011; 2012 demands that you finalize your copy. June's full Moon lunar eclipse in your house of publishing will bring the final lucky push to get your work seen and put into print!
My Love and Passion signs on the same site we're very much the same. It gives me goosebumps and brings tears to my eyes with how accurate they are. I'm tempted to read my 2013 horoscope but I think I'll wait until next year to see if I'm on track. I want to feel like I'm riding the wave of life and following my gut organically.
Anyway, school is going splendidly! I'm doing really well, setting myself up for perfect graduation! I have plans laid out. Applying to a hospital in FL that I've been wanting to work at for years, and in the meantime, finding a job here. If I get offered the job in FL for some reason, I'll move straight away. If not, I'll work here through the rest of spring and summer all while applying and bugging the hell out of the hospital to hire me. If after some time they don't hire me but I've saved up quite a bit of money, I'll just move down to FL, get a different job elsewhere doing anything that makes money, essentially, and volunteer at the hospital until I get hired on.
I'm determined, damnit! I think it's my only shot at getting into UF.
I'm at that point in life where it's time to make everything I've ever wanted to happen in life come true. It's sink or swim. Die tryin'! Can't stop, won't stop!
If I don't do it now, I'll regret it for the rest of my life. Put forth all freaking effort to make something important to me happen. I need to know what it's like to go-for-broke.
Besos!
Aimee