silverandcold666

New fav love song: Husker Du - Don't Wanna Know If You Are Lonely

I was watching Adventureland with sexy Kristen Stewart (I like her in this movie way better than fucking Twilight), and shes like this sexy punk chick and she plays this song in her car. I fell in love almost immediately, (with her and the song). good movie too.



ive been listening...
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man, i need some serious fucking help...haha its nice that i can laugh about something like that.

life sucks...

Ive been trying to find some counseling to help me with the shit I've been going through lately. Not that I really need it, but i think it will help tremendously. Ive been calling around for weeks trying to find one that will take me, but none are taking new clients. I finally found one last week, and I had an appt. yesterday, and i...
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50 Cent was SIIICK!!! he only played 30 mins, but it was still fucking badass to see him live. he opened up with his version of Crack a Bottle, which was awesome. i thought eminem was going to walk out and i would have shit my pants.

i took this video


the xgames was pretty much the same as always. i dont really go up...
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damn. another blow to my heart. i feel so fucking stupid. i try so fucking hard to make myself happy, and every time i do, i just get knocked on my ass again. its fucking hard but theres nothing i can do but get back up on my feet and brush myself off. oh well. life sucks, scum fuck!! RIP GG

xgames this weekend in...
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SLC=BUST

moved to slc, and i couldnt hang. got my heart broken and came back empty handed. and now ive been depressed for 9 months just cant seem to shake it. nothing changes for the better, only for the worse. ive lost everyone that i cared about and loved. and i have never felt more alone in my life. on the bright side i finally...
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So its been pretty crazy around here in the two weeks i have been here in Salt Lake. i got here and the second day im even here my sisters water breaks, so we took her to the hospital and she had her son, Shelton Adam Johnson on Friday, March 13. i was so nervous during her labor my hands were shakin the whole time....
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so im getting ever closer to being with my sister and mom. two more weeks to be exact. im getting a lil nervous but im excited. yesterday was my last day at work and i couldnt believe how fast time flies. my sister and mom keep scaring me by telling me that my sisters going to be having her baby way ahead of schedule and...
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Reverend Horton Heat tonite in aspen!! i fuckin love when he come to aspen. the rev kicks ass!!!!

wow this past weekend was badass. i had four days off and didnt really know what to do with it and i was talking to my sister and was kinda wishing i could go out to SLC for the weekend, but just joking, but as we talked about it and thought about it more, i decided it would be pretty cool to go out and...
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