silverandcold666

Just finished my first semester of college!! I can't put into words how happy I am! I am soo proud of myself for sticking with it and not giving up! And I have learned SOO much in only 3 1/2 months!! Finals were pretty stressful, but I made it through okay. still waiting on my grades..getting anxious to see how I actually did! This is...
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Just started school this week!! I'm pretty fucking excited yet nervous as hell!! But I'm going to do my best and work hard. Looking forward to the next few years!! wish me luck!!!

This summer is going by wayyy too fast. I haven't gone to enough concerts, camping parties, or raft trips. This SUCKS!

Anyways...Life is getting much better for me lately. I seriously thought I would NEVER crawl out of the hole. I was so deeply depressed for so long, I never thought things would get better. But they are and I am feeling really good about it.

I quit drinking for three months, and I have been working out every day after work, lifting weights. Im starting...
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I was trying to update my photos, and while doing so, somehow all my info on my profile was gone. I tried to go back, but no dice. Just had to go and rewrite everything on my info page. ahhh so annoying!!! I wonder if that had anything to do with the site being down?? that was even more annoying. I need my SG!!!!

just cleared the dust and cob webs off my SG account. damn i dont know why i dont come on this shit more often. i must be losing it...either that or the fact that i have a lifetime membership and i never have to worry about it expiring and not being able to come back and see all the lovely nakedness that this site has...
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Goin to SanFran this week. im sooo stoked!! never been there before, and ive heard alot of amazing things about this city. I cant wait to get out of colorado for a while and clear my head. Cant wait to go to some shows, go to the beach, see some old friends, and just let loose! ahhh i cant wait!!

btw, this album is AMAZING!!...
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I never realized before how harsh we can be to ourselves sometimes. I beat the shit out of myself all the time, and say some pretty cruel things to myself when I am down, or when i think about mistakes i have made. Things that could make any body else cry if i said it to them. That could really fuck with a person's self...
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wow seems to be really hard to keep up with this thing! its been a while since i wrote in here...but its all good.

things have been getting much much better! Ive pretty much gotten over my depression for the most part. alot of good things have been happening, and its about time! im tired of being down all the time, and it feels really...
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it was exactly one year ago today that i made the dumbest mistake of my life. and i am still paying for it. so of course i got back into my depressed mode again. im starting to realize that i will never ever be the same again, and im starting to call this depressing place home. There's a quote from the book The Heroin Diaries...
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New fav love song: Husker Du - Don't Wanna Know If You Are Lonely

I was watching Adventureland with sexy Kristen Stewart (I like her in this movie way better than fucking Twilight), and shes like this sexy punk chick and she plays this song in her car. I fell in love almost immediately, (with her and the song). good movie too.



ive been listening...
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man, i need some serious fucking help...haha its nice that i can laugh about something like that.

life sucks...