silvan415

"IF the Friend rose inside you, would you bow?"

-Rumi "A Glance"

Getting the blood flowing, I'm taking a walk with my mom down to Clement street to get some tea at Pera cafe. Today is peaceful, windy, I have just showered and my hair feels wet and cool. I am doing laundry, and that makes me feel good.

Air flows through my world, time...
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Today was a good day to fly.

The rain was warm,
The way cold water is warm during a summer night,
Floating alone and stoned in a swimming pool
Not quite done, not quite done.

Outside, I wasnt done.
I set the trash down, one hand, beside my ankle,
The droplets tilted toward me,
Through me,
Around me,
How everything becomes darkly shaded by the...
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I had a good day. I started doing stretching exercizes in the morning and evening stretching my legs, arms, back, limbs. Its definitely having an effect on my energy level as well as my limberness while working. I walk very oddly putting a lot of strain on my legs, knees, and on my feet. I feel it while walking up stairs especially, and while lifting....
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Goddamn I'm so deep. So - Deep, so smart, my brain is so mangormious - I take pictures of it using Sonagrams just so I can see how deep I really am.

Saw I love Huckabees and I felt like expressing that.

Delusional thinking is one of the things that keeps people from ever achieving their true potential. Reality is at once composed of everything...
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To Shadow

For now
Your pain makes the shadow less long
I subsume the spirit in it.

If we stand beside
I step into your shadow
And seem less long.

Once the shadow is gone,
Then what is there?

Jealiousy

Its not that Im jealious.
Seriously.
Its that the arms that once held me,
Are wrapped around you
Your bodies are intertwined,
In a way...
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Took up drawing again

I was over at Malissa's today with Jesse, and we played with playdough with Sebastien - I got bored rolling the dough, so I started making a figure based on basic drawing - the circles that compose the human body. I made a little orc.

When I got back to my place it went on. I played BloodRayne 2 and watched...
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blah.

6th time trying to post this stupid journal. Here's my post. damn the internet. damn explorer. I'm going to bed.