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silvan415

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Wednesday May 11, 2005

May 11, 2005
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My life is a collection of peaks and valleys.

i believe, this goes into the equalibrium theory i've heard several philosophers mention. "Why are so many humans a collection of zeroes, never positive, never negative -"

I think we're pushed into zero. the universe pushes its children into 'zero'. You gain, you loose, you loose, you gain.

the state without suffering is Buddha's middle edge - It IS zero.

Shane - on The L Word - lives her sexual life in a state of Zero. thats why people desire her.

I've seen this with my friend Khan at work - he lives his life day to day, he lives to have a good time. he exists in a sort of Zero state.

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Today, I feel as if i need to transform my life. I need to walk, i need to use this body i've been born into.

i need to discover the meaning for my existance, finally stop resisting the currents and let them carry me.

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