silouette

You have your good days and you have your bad days. This is one of my bad days. Just when you think things are on the up and up life throws a stone at you and knocks you down. the worst part is feeling no sense of control in the situations that are given to us. Im hoping for the best, and that everything will...
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My spirits are definitely lifting along with the weather lately. I have thoroughly been enjoying the new spring and all that comes with it. My favorite things to see are the trees that miraculously blossom overnight, the birds chirping, quail running free in the back yard. I just love Spring! Last Sunday me and my guy got a chance to do some yard work and...
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Rght now I have kind of a head buzz because for the last hour i have been drawing henna type designs on the front and back of my hand with a sharpie... I must say it looks pretty bad ass. Can you tell that i am bored? What a lovely way to spend my day off!

In other frustrating news, my iphone has been frozen...
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I have been painting! I always forget how liberating it is just to sit down for a few hours and paint. It is always challenging but i love that about it. I do need to get over my fear of color though. i always seem to create things with similar color schemes, reds, yellows, oranges, browns. But i am wanting to branch out a bit...
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So life has been a bit of a stress case lately. Someone broke into my car, but stole nothing but i did have to have the window replaced. Then there is car trouble, i think my transmission is going out because it chugs all the time and wont accelerate when i want it to. Then i got a flat tire. Thank goodness for fix a...
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I have been slacking in the blogging area again because for the last week i have had pneumonia and then a sinus infection. Pneumonia sucks so bad! The day i got diagnosed i came out of work and could hardly breathe. Scared me half to death because i thought i was coming down with something more serious. Funny what things the paranoid mind can think...
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I woke up this morning with a major kink in the back of my neck, leading down to my spine... I must have slept on it wrong or something because all the tension that i have been carrying lately is now all in that one spot. I have tried stretching it out numerous times and nothing helps. I took 800 mg of ibuprofin but it...
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This is just a quickie to complain for a second. I have always had tension in my back and shoulders but lately that has been an understatement. The muscle to the left of my right shoulder blade is all fucked up. there are lots of knots in it and it hurts all the time now. I had a massage a couple of weeks ago and...
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It has been a while! This past week has definitely not been without struggle. But despite all of the insecure moments i think that it needed to happen. I think that i am in a different state of mind than i was even a week ago. How funny how things can just change like that? there are a lot of aspects of my life that...
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