I have been slacking in the blogging area again because for the last week i have had pneumonia and then a sinus infection. Pneumonia sucks so bad! The day i got diagnosed i came out of work and could hardly breathe. Scared me half to death because i thought i was coming down with something more serious. Funny what things the paranoid mind can think...
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I woke up this morning with a major kink in the back of my neck, leading down to my spine... I must have slept on it wrong or something because all the tension that i have been carrying lately is now all in that one spot. I have tried stretching it out numerous times and nothing helps. I took 800 mg of ibuprofin but it...
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This is just a quickie to complain for a second. I have always had tension in my back and shoulders but lately that has been an understatement. The muscle to the left of my right shoulder blade is all fucked up. there are lots of knots in it and it hurts all the time now. I had a massage a couple of weeks ago and...
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sweetkc:
Ooooo... sounds painful. I hope you feel
better soon.
better soon.
yakdeculture:
Chiropractor maybe?
It has been a while! This past week has definitely not been without struggle. But despite all of the insecure moments i think that it needed to happen. I think that i am in a different state of mind than i was even a week ago. How funny how things can just change like that? there are a lot of aspects of my life that...
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yakdeculture:
Hey- it's all about moving forward.
Welcome back!
Welcome back!
silouette:
Yes it is! thank you my friend! Its good to be back 
Catching up... I feel like i have been a bit preoccupied as of late. My apologies. I feel like life is getting a but mundane. i need some excitement, something new to keep life interesting. I have been wanting to enroll in esthetics school for some time now. i have always put it off because of having no job for the longest time and having...
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yakdeculture:
Sounds like an interesting career option.
That picture is money.
That picture is money.
The past few days i have been utterly miserable. I have had some type of flu/cough/cold. I havent been sick all bloody year and now it is finally catching up to me. Blaarrgg! As some of you may know the Sundance Film Festival is going on right now. Last night me and the man got free tickets to go and see Snoop Dogg! Despite me...
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yakdeculture:
I was sick for New Year's eve and a week and a half after that so I know how you must feel. Any kind of movement made my head pound. Good boyfriend for taking care of you! Hope you feel better!
It is really nice to find out that there is an SG members group in my area! I always wondered if there was one, and now i know! I think it would be fun and interesting to get to know any girls in my city who are on SG. Most people that i come across have never heard of it or have no interest in...
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I broke the ice today and took care of my socially awkward problem and i feel loads better about it. I think the whole thing was a misunderstanding. I dont take back any of my feelings that i had towards the situation, but i realize that i handled the whole situation badly. Live and learn right?
Anyway i am really craving some mochi right now...
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Anyway i am really craving some mochi right now...
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The past couple of days i have been really irritated. I am not so much any more, but i fear that i have taken out my irritation on the wrong people, thus causing awkward situations. I dont know why it is so hard for me to be upfront with people when something is bugging me. Instead i just bottle it all inside and expect it...
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yakdeculture:
Sometimes a good old fashioned "if I've been weird or short with you, I didn't mean to be that way and I'm sorry" is all you need. An honest apology can do wonders.
So the other day i bought a sexy pair of heels, but when i tried them on at home again they were too big.. I was very perturbed that they didnt have size 9 1/2. But then i found an even better pair of heels for a cheaper price and i like them better! So i am a happy camper today! Oh retail therapy!
xoxo
xoxo
drummonkey50:
Sweet! Finding better stuff for cheaper is such a thrill!
Tonight i had to go into work to do the semi annual ....... inventory!!! You can just imagine how excited i was for that! I went in about 5 and counted every damn thing in the store. Ugh, so tedious! I think i will be counting in my sleep tonight because of it. Oh well, at least it is over now. On to bigger and...
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yakdeculture:
I don't think love is an illusion but I think some people mistake the pursuit of love for being actual love. I believe love is a selfless thing, whether it's love for a child or romantic love. When you think of someone before yourself or if your first thought is to share something with a special person is part of it. If you get a weird empty pain at just the thought of them not being in your life is part of it too.
I dunno, it's hard to define but I know there is such a thing as love. It's no illusion, and you have to be soulless not to know that.
If love doesn't exist, what's the point to anything?
I dunno, it's hard to define but I know there is such a thing as love. It's no illusion, and you have to be soulless not to know that.
If love doesn't exist, what's the point to anything?
So today i am on call again for work. I really hate that because i have to organize my entire day as if i have to go in... and then if by chance i dont i have nothing to do... Blarg..
And if the latter proves true then i am going to go with my friend Janna to get her nose pierced and the little...
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And if the latter proves true then i am going to go with my friend Janna to get her nose pierced and the little...
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yakdeculture:
As I like to say, "you can't stop the sexy, you can only hope to contain it."