Does anyone get one of those days when you just can't be bothered. Its such a pain in the ass when I get like this because I've just got so much that needs doing. 
Any self motivation tips? (Preferably not including fire or sharp pointy things)
At least I've got to listen to some good music over the last couple of days.
LP of the...
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Any self motivation tips? (Preferably not including fire or sharp pointy things)
At least I've got to listen to some good music over the last couple of days.
LP of the...
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avaneveah:
Hey I have American McGee's Alice game
randomrockstar:
Ahhh...Thanks so much. The pic. is the result of my being bored with my digicam...it turned out rather sexy, though 
Working on your poem...
Working on your poem...
wish you were here
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punkasswhitegirl:
I was over there......> sorry
ilovemikehunt:
your voltaire drawing rocks!
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tessabbie:
thanks for the well wishes!! thats very nice of you! 
randomrockstar:
Give me something to write about, and I'm all yours...
WTF !!!!!
randomrockstar:
I was trying to have a good week...it's not working out so well though...
I need a new tire for my car, my front passenger side wheel has a dent in the rim which makes the tire wear funny...I have to take my cat to the vet-doctor and my electricty got shut off today!!! (But I paid $250 for have it turned on again, so no worried there...)
And it's too windy at the beach to want to be there long...I did get a poem started which made me happy...
Of course I'll be your friend!
I see your into sleep depravation! Hahaha, I'm a bit of an insomniac myself...I wrote a poem about it a while ago.
I fight for unconsciousness
Alas, it is to no avail
For my eyes remain open
My mind, reeling and unrelenting
My greatest foe
Tempting me into battle
Against my worst enemy
In turn, my only ally
My most dreaded fear
Comes from within the darkness that refuses to fall
But not the darkness that envelops me physically
It is the darkness that comes to mind
When I close my eyes
This is what remains
My body weak and spent
My mind is thrashed and torn
And still I cannot sleep
Yet wishing I could wake
Existing on my own
Unbalanced and undone
Tearing up inside me
Burning down my bridges
My thoughts are my own
These uncontrolled, chaotic images
Of time ill-spent
And wishes not fulfilled
All the cause of my sleepless nights
And dream-like days
Not complementing each other
Yet blending seamlessly together
Now unable to comprehend
The meaning of day to day confusion
Living the night to night resistance
Dreaming of dreams that will never surrender themselves
Lusting after the darkness that so frightens me
Swimming in the hatred which my fear brings
Evil and tenacious
Thus tender and forgiving
Held prisoner of my on consciousness
Being held by this surrounding void
Mindless in fury
Boundless in energy
Feeling in the thick fog
Smelling the sour breath of said villain
This is sleep depravation.
Sorry that was so long!
I need a new tire for my car, my front passenger side wheel has a dent in the rim which makes the tire wear funny...I have to take my cat to the vet-doctor and my electricty got shut off today!!! (But I paid $250 for have it turned on again, so no worried there...)
And it's too windy at the beach to want to be there long...I did get a poem started which made me happy...
Of course I'll be your friend!
I see your into sleep depravation! Hahaha, I'm a bit of an insomniac myself...I wrote a poem about it a while ago.
I fight for unconsciousness
Alas, it is to no avail
For my eyes remain open
My mind, reeling and unrelenting
My greatest foe
Tempting me into battle
Against my worst enemy
In turn, my only ally
My most dreaded fear
Comes from within the darkness that refuses to fall
But not the darkness that envelops me physically
It is the darkness that comes to mind
When I close my eyes
This is what remains
My body weak and spent
My mind is thrashed and torn
And still I cannot sleep
Yet wishing I could wake
Existing on my own
Unbalanced and undone
Tearing up inside me
Burning down my bridges
My thoughts are my own
These uncontrolled, chaotic images
Of time ill-spent
And wishes not fulfilled
All the cause of my sleepless nights
And dream-like days
Not complementing each other
Yet blending seamlessly together
Now unable to comprehend
The meaning of day to day confusion
Living the night to night resistance
Dreaming of dreams that will never surrender themselves
Lusting after the darkness that so frightens me
Swimming in the hatred which my fear brings
Evil and tenacious
Thus tender and forgiving
Held prisoner of my on consciousness
Being held by this surrounding void
Mindless in fury
Boundless in energy
Feeling in the thick fog
Smelling the sour breath of said villain
This is sleep depravation.
Sorry that was so long!
Is it me or did everyone here have a real downer last week? It seems like most of the people who's journals I keep up with have....getting a little paranoid here
My turn for a downer now..back to work after five days off
Well I hope its going to be a better one this week
cya
My turn for a downer now..back to work after five days off
Well I hope its going to be a better one this week
cya
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pearlbutterfly:
i am trying for a better week. your hugs and smilies always help.
i am trying for a better week. your hugs and smilies always help.
randomrockstar:
Yeah...tell me about it...
I don't know about everyone...but I had a pretty miserable week last week too...but it happens and I'm trying to have a better week this week...took myself shopping to make up for it...
I don't know about everyone...but I had a pretty miserable week last week too...but it happens and I'm trying to have a better week this week...took myself shopping to make up for it...
hi all
Hope you have had a good day.!!
Put a few pics and sketches up today. There willprobably be more now I've got a working digicam
LP of the day
Virgin Prunes
Heresie
This band are an aquired taste. This is probably my fave, especially the live part. Their music goes from really pretty good to...well..pretty bizarre for want of a better word..
Fave...
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Hope you have had a good day.!!
Put a few pics and sketches up today. There willprobably be more now I've got a working digicam
LP of the day
Virgin Prunes
Heresie
This band are an aquired taste. This is probably my fave, especially the live part. Their music goes from really pretty good to...well..pretty bizarre for want of a better word..
Fave...
Read More
lithium_picnic:
thank you
pearlbutterfly:
your new pics are cool....and the sketches.
First things first.
Thanks for the birthday wishes. They mean a lot.
Well its been a great day !
Got a few prezzies.
A nice digicam from B ( my last one stopped working after I did surgery on it, but it was crap anyway)
An ample supply of Bud
Some Simpsons boxers
Several other T's and clothes
A greatest Dad in the world cup...
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Thanks for the birthday wishes. They mean a lot.
Well its been a great day !
Got a few prezzies.
A nice digicam from B ( my last one stopped working after I did surgery on it, but it was crap anyway)
An ample supply of Bud
Some Simpsons boxers
Several other T's and clothes
A greatest Dad in the world cup...
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laceyglove:
Now you can never have too many boxers! Glad you had a good birthday. And i didn't know you were a pappy?
Yay...no more work till Monday !!!
Birthday tomorrow
B says shes got me something I'll really like....the evil grin afterwards has got me wondering though
I've just set up a group for all things Tolkien so if you're interested signup. Its a bit deserted in there at the moment
I can't wait for the next couple of days so I can get out and take...
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Birthday tomorrow
B says shes got me something I'll really like....the evil grin afterwards has got me wondering though
I've just set up a group for all things Tolkien so if you're interested signup. Its a bit deserted in there at the moment
I can't wait for the next couple of days so I can get out and take...
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avaneveah:
Happy Birthday
tessabbie:
yeah!! friends!!
Fellow netziens and SG junkies
I have had a pretty uneventful day on the social side of things. Busy at work (nothin new there though)
Well in the continuing saga of the digitisation of my vinyls I put forward another worthy contender for my top 20.
Joy Division
Still
A great double LP containing, imho, some of their best material,
Some of my fav tracks...
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I have had a pretty uneventful day on the social side of things. Busy at work (nothin new there though)
Well in the continuing saga of the digitisation of my vinyls I put forward another worthy contender for my top 20.
Joy Division
Still
A great double LP containing, imho, some of their best material,
Some of my fav tracks...
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laceyglove:
You must read this in a sing songing voice:
I love Joy Division! They make me smile!
I love them so much, they make me want to zombie dance, zombie, zombie, zombie , spastic, dance!
Lovely song eh? This is why i am not a song writer! Cheers!
I love Joy Division! They make me smile!
I love them so much, they make me want to zombie dance, zombie, zombie, zombie , spastic, dance!
Lovely song eh? This is why i am not a song writer! Cheers!