Saturday Oct 06, 2012

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So I'm in love with that girl. Not the one I know now, but the one I used to know. She's with a man that makes her happy and that I can't honestly amount to. She told me she used to love me, and I wish I had had the sense to fucking realize that. Now it's too late, and I haven't been able to get over her. It's been four years, and I still can't lay it to rest. She says she wants me in her life as a friend, but its so painful. My heart is fucking broken and I must be too to keep wanting to put us through this sickeningly painful charade. Thank god I have Bon Iver to listen to.
son_of_a_duck:
It took me a really long time to get over my last girlfriend and I think part of me will always like her (the her from our past, not whoever she is now, because I haven't really known her for around four years now). I assume this is because she was the first girl I really fell for and didn't realize it until after it was all over. Thankfully in my case I always had to make the effort at communication so I don't really have to worry about her being in my life. We can pretend like we're going to get together and catch up without the worry of actually having to deal with the awkwardness of getting together.
tadkil:
Girlfriend 12 was wife 2. I have been the dumper and the dumped. Listen to music, write poetry, drink too much and make who you become from the pain more than you are now.

Peace.

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