2024 was filled with a lot of high moments and ups, but it also had heartbreaking moments and all time lows. I decided to go from being a full time stagehand to doing it part time while working at Home Depot to keep me going and support myself. Honestly the last several years was trying to keep a career and dream alive but it got really physically and mentally hard. Along with other situations and circumstances that have caused me to go from full time to part time. And to be honest I feel like I'm never going to retire being a full time stagehand and I don't know how much more of my life I'm going to dedicate to this, am I going to end up 50, 55, 60 years old and this is all I have? I understand myself better than anyone, I know what I want, what to do and how to achieve my goals in life and right now I'm doing what is best for me.
