I haven't been myself for sometime. Because I've struggling with depression, anger and anxiety all my life. Feeling lost, alone and hopeless. Not only that but self hatred, self worth and self-esteem. I know I have it in to be a good person but I always have this voice in the back of my head saying I'm no good and I'm not good enough. My past experiences with some people have damaged my self-esteem and self worth. I want to be a good boyfriend, husband and father someday I know I have in my heart. But the self doubt and people who hurt me make me feel incapable of being what a woman needs and deserves. When that happens it breaks my heart it makes me feel I'm not good enough for anyone. It's something that I try not to show, I try to put on a smile and stay positive. But really I'm hurting inside, I'm sad and depressed.
