So this won't be a great or even good blog post. I'll be gone from here on out for a while... Possibly forever. I'm tired if I'm honest and my patience for life, certain others in my life and time are running thin. I'm not looking for sympathy and I'm not going to reply to any messages over this post. Comments or PMs. No replies (sorry). I just wanted to say what will most likely happen so it doesn't come from third party sources that know me or if it never comes out. Hopefully, I find reason to keep moving forward but if not, now you know. I'm also not psyched/looking forward to this cancer screening/mammography on June 1st, don't know if I'll even go now.
To those of you that I've talked with, even once, thank you for always being amazing and loving/caring people. You're all truly amazing. To those I've never met, I'm sure you're all great people too. Keep on fighting the good fights and make sure the world is a better place for the future inhabitants no matter how futile it seems ecologically speaking. Futility in other areas, I understand fully.
Much love, keep being who you are and take shit from no one. I hope you all have the loves, successes and happiness in your lives that you deserve. You're worth it. Trust me on that. No matter how little or much I know about you.
Bye.
Nick
